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this album is the picture i owe my readers for my bday celebration.

20thBirthday

woke up feeling with swell still on my eyes.
half thought i was having sore eyes, but luckily not.
i guess im too medicated already, i have to stop the medicine intake for now.
too much in my system also.

called mr sleepy-head-of-a-bf but the didn't pick up until the 4th call i made.
boo hoo... then he was so grumpy, so i got grumpy too.
later on, he text me then started talking.
rather easily pissed since morning...

but anyway, my eyes are quite fine despite it still being heavy (dire need of beauty sleep)

today, when mum told me a bad news, i can't help but be really sad. my second cousin, Angeline, a little after a year old, has passed away in the morning. my heart cries for her but i must say that God has his reason of taking her. i believe that HE is in need of an angel and he has taken my cousin to be by his side. so somehow, i am happy that she won't need to face this inhospitable world of ours. i guess the purpose of her life was to make everyone in my family happy despite the short duration of her stay. but she will carry on in our memory. i cannot imagine how hurt will my Aunt Soledad feel because despite the fact that she wasn't Angeline's mum, she has treated her like her own flesh & blood. I hope Angeline's mum will learn not to neglect her children.

i so wanted to show you her pictures, how she really looked like.
but i didn't get to take her pictures. just so sad.
however, like i said, i won't cry for her, i should be happy that God has welcomed her into His kingdom.

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today will be another drinking session.
just as i have said in my earlier post.
tonight, it'll hopefully be fun ((:
so there'll be me, shenath, jeremy, laura, darshy, dilan.
wanted lyn to come but i guess not yet, let him get over lyn first.
i'm sure dear lyn will understand ((:
we don't want him to get all emotional again now, do we?

for me, i guess i won't be drinking much.
as always lately! can't touch any liqour-ish thing..
so okay, update soon!

anyway, to end this post, enjoy the next few pictures...

tell me it's nice k ((:

Teacher's day stuff

Do you like know what is the most irritating thing that can happen?

when picasa web album upload kicked the bucket just like how photobucket's bucket got kicked, and the fact that you are hoping to put up the photos you crazily took with everyone who knows you in your alma mater, but not be able to do so???

then just as you have finished typing the above paragraph, the pop up window tells you that the upload has been completed and ready for viewing.

blood sucking.
ultimately.

but at the same time a relief.
that means that picasa web album has proven its loyalty to me. yey! ((:

so just as i was rambling on about teacher's day at my alma mater, today was in fact St. Hilda's teacher's day celebration.

my initial plan was to just head there with jeremy(he's my senior), and then see the teachers (whom i know will never forget me), leave, have lunch with shenath, go home, get some shut eye, then go to work!

then as always, things always dont go as planned.

so the whole day went like this:
woke up at 9. called hidayah, to come. she said ok. called jar to come (after bothering her sleep), she 'sleepily' said "hhoookaayy" (thats exactly how she sounded) *snigger*
so supposedly as planned, we meet at the front gate at 1030am.
i was on time until jar called me to meet her up at tampines interchange cos she forgot how to go to st. hilda's.
so then at around 1050 we met jeremy and hidayah at the front gate.
headed straight to school, screamed here and there seeing old bunch of peeps.
left them, then went straight to teachers' office, head-of-departments (HODs) office, teachers' lounge.
in total, i guess i saw most of the teachers who taught me, except my form & chemistry teacher, mr bakar.
and while looking around for more teachers and old peeps, i spent the time taking pictures with everyone who im at least sociable to.

every teacher i saw says 'mary jean' like as if i'm some kind of long lost person that they thought was dead. lol
even the clerks still remembers me. omg so fun. haha
ms rabiah (office clerk) looked rather indifferent seeing me (must be cos i kinda insulted her last time)

so okay, after the whole meet-greet-go crazy-session, called shenath to wake him up.
mr sleepy head went gibberish on the phone showing that he's still in his lala land.
kinda got pissed out of that too. (bad bad mood) lol
so i told him i will see him another day or something, then headed off with the girls and jeremy to the coffeeshop.
had lunch with the three of them, of which jar and hid didn't eat.
hid had to leave asap cos she's celebrating her friend, xue er's bday.
then so later jar and i left for home supposedly.

later on we got ourselves stuck at tampines mall due to piercings and a lil bit of shopping.
went to xcraft, to get the dent on my 'buddha' ears holed with a stud which cost $4.
it wasn't painful at least.
jar was afraid at first but she pierced two on the left ears.
just like mine now. yey!

then bought shenath a jamaican flag colored wrist band with ganja leaves as the design.
also two white ones, which i bought for jar also, then supposedly to shenath but he gave it to me. so im wearing it now.

after that went to charles and keith, jar got caught up cos of the shoe sale (50% off)
not my type and ive to be on budget roll for quite awhile.
i also bought this red beads necklace, very pretty.
see jar, we cannot go out together all the time, we end up indulging on shopping.
(and she's already official with safwan!!!! bitch of a sister, she didn't tell me! hmph)

then later on, shenath told me he'll meet me.
so went off to the ayam penyet stall at tampines central (becoming our fave eating place)
he ate while i watched, but we gotten quiet due to a small squabble. lol
but after that, we didn't stay mad... typical. haha
(love you boo boo!)

after that went home, bf took bus 3 to pasir ris inter, accompany me to my stop and also get himself a fix seat from pasir ris station. ((=
killing two birds with one stone.

so i went home, didn't get to sleep.
got pissed with mum again, so stayed in my room till twas time to leave for work.
came out, mum started to be fine with me.
sometimes, she amaze me and makes me go nuts. gosh!

work was crap!
no crowd at all. from the time i came in (6.30pm) till the time i left (9.30pm), we only serve maximum 6 tables.
so disappointing. you can go crazy working in fnb and not do anything but stand there.
one thing i favor fnb worklife compared to retail because there is always something to do in a restaurant.
but not today. twas horribly boring!
begged fendi to release me early, he said can't. have to stay till 11pm.
then after like an hour or so, he let me go. wth right. lol

domine was sent off home so he tagged along with me, on the way out.
then went down to B1 of e!hub, saw advert of recruitment at New York New York cafe.
so decided to walk in and ask for job.
restaurant manager passed me the application form, told me to fill in the details, chatted with me a bit, then told me he'll call me on monday for wednesday appointment.
so *crossing fingers* i hope i get the job.
hopefully pay will be good.
(good per hour based of at least $6 and a good number of hours of work)

so then after getting confirmed (hopefully will get to), i have to inform wei ling that i have to leave.
like so bastard of me to that after how kind they were to me.
i guess work life can make you be this way. oh well...
i need the money anyway )=

okay so after work, went CQ and waited for shenath, left with him for pasir ris.
otw in the train, jeremy called. made drinking session plans for tmr, then settled everything.
at pasir ris, shenath and i had smoked chix burger and black pepper beef from 711 (it's a store and more..) lol
by the time at home before i started writing, we confirmed who are coming and where to meet. yey! hope i wont be sick till tmr. if not, it wont be happening for me -.-

so after that, now im home typing this damn long entry!
so i hope you enjoyed reading.

the following album is the pictures taken today. ((:

teachersday08

and these pictures below are the highlights of the day ((:

vandals. poor vending machine. stupid useless brain dead idiots just have to do that.

oh and the uncle was in the way, so too bad for him he's shown in my blog.

hidayah, after years of hibernation, she came out of her cave to meet me.

very good spontaneity today dear! keep up the good work!

jar jar jar jar. sleepy bum who has brains but is a bimbo.

contradicting right, that's jar.

after finally getting her to pierce. this is how it looks.

yey! high five!

haha, love this pic today.

very sexy right my shenath? hehe. look but no touching!! haha

okay its 3:13am and im still here.

okay ciao!

good nights (or should i say morning!)

Pictures

The Crown

Yey! Finally! picasa web album has serve me rather well today!
Click on the album above to see the retarded pictures we took yesterday.
But you can also go to Lyn's photobucket albums to see the raw photos, the ones with me are the selected ones.
because i want to look pretty in the pictures or less disgusting. LOL
okay so what if i'm a vain pot?
so anyway, her photobucket link is HERE!

OKAY! except for the fact that there are those non-club pics that she put into the club category.
view it yourself silly.
good night!

Wednesday: ladies night

(with this entry, i now owe my readers 3 outing pictures)

So i slept at 8+ am and ive been up since 1130 am.
I couldn't even get a decent whole 8 hours to sleep even though i spent the night clubbing.
Just as i have said in my past entry, i let loose on the dance floor.
Pls don't dive into sudden madness of an assumption, i have my bf with me to let loose to =)
Spent most of the night dancing with him, and he had pulled back from me just to watch me dance, saying that he like watching me dance!

flattering.... flattered... ((:

Well, the night went like this;

Headed with shenath to tampines mrt station to meet with laura first.
then the three of us train down to raffles place and i had a burger at mcdonalds @ BQ
we waited for everyone to turn up - darshaka, dilan, lyn and j(eremy)
so when the group has been formed, we went to The Crown, only to find that it wasn't as happening as we were expecting.
so there were some decisions to be made on where to go and what should we do.

final solution? at around 1015pm, the ladies (hannah joined in later) separated from the guys and went to desire.
the dudes went to get a jim beam bottle and coke, to drink by the waterfront at UOB.

so it was desire(club) that got me all fucked up.
i vomited like shit with just teeny weeny sips of whiskey coke. *barfs*
and yes, i dirtied the toilet at desire with my disgusting vomit.
this only mean one thing, i will take another 4-5 months to get back into boozing.
and yet, i still think that i might stop boozing all the way.

despite the fact that i wasn't even high on alcohol, i actually still enjoyed myself.

back to story;
later on in desire, when the three girls (lyn, laura, hannah) were out for a fag, the two indian girls whom i have asked to help take our pictures, asked me to dance with them.
it was really nice, despite how boring the music is, cos i got to get the dj to change the song =D

met up with the guys awhile later when laura was already on the tip (of) sy.
hannah separated from us cos she was going to meet her friends.
so to the waterfront we camwhored, all 7 of us.
with the girls pretending to be charlie's angels and the guys took their turn to be charlie.

then the creepy thing was that, whenever i got lyn to take my pic at a certain area, there will be those white smoke that covered me.

FREAKY!

so after finishing off the JB, we headed down to The Crown.
No cover charge for males too, it was good.
and im sure it makes up for the lack of crowd and the inavailability of free flow whiskey
which laura really couldn't agree with becos she hates vodka.
but after awhile we made do of what's there.
we had our own crowd building up.
and the next thing outa nothing, i was dancing with this lesbian.
(as a matter of fact, she looked disappointed that i have a bf, lol)
but she was nice...

all of us were really going at it, even the guys were dancing retardedly.
and dilan amazed me with funny dance movements.
later on in the night, laura's friends joined us.
well, the drinks are so called 'sponsored' by us ladies becos we get free flow of all types of vodkas till 3am.
so from 12 - 3, we've gotten the servers to keep sending us vodkas mango, pear, raspberry, orange...
then finally we stuck to vodkas mango, pear and raspberry.
so everytime the bartender sees my signal, he knows what we want and where to send it.

as the night prolonged, so what the intoxication of alcohol among my friends and bf.
i on the other hand, didn't bother to drink anymore after getting an awful taste of vodka pear.
it's all after the one week hangover. it sucks!

so we stayed at the club till 530 or so.
made quite a few 'hi-bye' social acquiantance, one of which irritates the hell out of us.
later on dilan almost got himself to a bit of a trouble.
good thing bf was there to hold him down.

the crown's owner had asked me to get dilan out of the club before he creates havoc, cos they cannot afford to have trouble in a new established club, the crown.
cos they are still building up reputation.

later on, i had to get laura with us, of which she refused due to wanting to stay with didi, this mat who got himself all drunk and hated by the groups.
boo hoo!
im sure laura will hear about it soon when i call her in later...
wondering if she remembers she actually dislike malay guys... hmmm

then upon heading out, bf and i passed by the club owner, who said he'll want to see us next week.
so i asked him if every wednesday's male cover charge will still not be charged, he said, "just look for me and you all don't need to worry about cover charges" =)
yey, sounds like bumble beez all over again when faizal let my girls through and the bouncers will keep an eye on us just in case there are idiots who dare come by.
miss that.

but let's see how the crown will be in months to come.
i hope that we could hit the club again soon...

i realized that i really love dancing sober.
more of that will come.
pictures for this entry will come asap.
as well as the other pictures i have missed out on putting up.

Grades

It's 1am.

Just came back an hour and a half ago from a double date at altazzag (egyptian restaurant), whose customer service was really fucked up, as always.
But as always, the food was too delicious to not give them business.
However, the dish (whole chicken topped with salsa and humus, with wedges as accompaniments) we were aiming to consume was not available.
And the scene went like this; -

Waiter : Soewee, teh thish is not aveleble becosh supplia diden send us whollee chiken
Shenath : Can't you just buy us one and help us make?
Waiter : (laughs) you ell hefta wait fo en our.. (then blah blah blah)

Okay, im not being entirely mean.
That was the way he said it. (half of what he says was really gibberish to us)
That waiter recommended mix grilled special (consist of chicken chunks, lamb & beef)
Twas really nice tho.

Oh yea, the other pair was Laura and Kumara (and to SHSS ppl, no it isn't Kumaran)
The dude's rather quiet, Laura is somehow dating him and i am glad she's not into any rush to get tied down again.
Laura Ashley Jonathan has been really nice and a wonderfully reliable friend.
So great to still be in contact with her after 2 and a half years =)
And one thing? i met her at my favourite club(then bumble beez)! hehe
It was only lately that we have been meeting and socially bonding without being intoxicated by alcohol! lol

Okay so anyway, grades are out!

I am rather happy with my grades, except for the stain that database has put on me.
Also i feel that -0.5 of my total aggregate has put me in such a lousy grade point!
In total, i acquired a 2.5 GPA which is  a C+ (not really satisfied.)

So is my class and timetable!

Half thought will be in the same class with Shenath, but phew! haha
It'll really be weird to be in the same class with him, cos that would mean i will see him close to 24/7. LOL

But we're still on the same level but different part of the pod.
So it's just like sem1.. Wonder if he's taking the same course days as i am.
Will check another time.

Anyway, tmr will be clubbing time!
Just before the stress of school and work combines...
Who am i kidding, i ain't really under stress with this two.
But i'm really hoping that i will stop skipping classes to better my aggregate stand!

Okay, good night. I'm sleepy!

Update via words

Basically, i couldn't update you guys about my birthday celebration because my dearest boyfriend hasn't given me the pictures.
MSN just made me lose hope of updating what happened on the 23rd august.
I wanted to show the pictures, even with just those in my borrowed N3230.
However, my bluetooth driver was not detecting the data i was sending from the phone to my laptop.
So i just gave up with any form photo uploading for today.

However, through words, i will just tell you guys what happened, here goes ;

Saturday, 23rd August 2008

My 20th Birthday

The initial plan was this;
1. Have a home celebration
2. Go for karaoke session with the girls, and their other half(s)
3. Dinner with Shenath

And so i guess it was through that you can never really plan your day, because, life is pretty much unpredictable -.-
So the whole event was altered into a web of surprise for me.
It was really sweet but i guess i ain't into all the surprises, the virgo (boring) in me is speaking here.
Not into it because i would already be able to smell it from afar.(Except what Bf did.)
In all, i would rate the whole thing as a nice wonderful birthday.
Not big and crazy like the ones i usually do, or at least not this year.
I think i have stopped going party crazy about my birthday (cos im not a teen anymore!)

Okay.
So the surprise was that my bf said he wasn't coming to my home celebration with my family(just as planned due to his ccna course madness), then he appeared with a bouquet of (pink) roses in his hands with a cute boyish smile on his face. (Suwit! hehe)

Then ten minutes later, lyn, jar and hid appeared screaming my name. LOL
It was crazy! Then later on, the whole karaoke session began at my house (when it was supposed to be at Cash Studio)
And also, there were nice presents from the girls, just as i had assigned them.
So far, only nurul and hajar hasn't given me their allocated gifts -.-
(I'm waiting!)

The dinner was held at Teasire, my workplace.
When Shenath met me for dinner, he handed me another bouquet of flowers! This time, daises/margarets! So so nice..
Had ceasar's salad and calamari for sharing, crayfish horfun for me and bbq chix for bf.
It was really nice but the food at home has already taken up a lot of appetite spaces in me and bf.
We were practically stuffing ourselves with food.
Then later on, my colleagues came by carrying a big round NY cheesecake!
OMG. Despite the fact that i was only working there for awhile, it was nice of them to work things out with shenath. So sweet!

So anyway, after the dinner, we went for a movie!
Death Race was really nice, but not for the people who can't tolerate violence.
It was quite a thrill for me! LOL it was too violent for my cuppa tea.
But the plot was really nice. Go watch it!

Got to go, need to sleep early for tmr's workshop!
Good night!
Pictures will be uploaded soon.
Meanwhile, take a look at some of them at Lyn's blog

Random and update on bday

Last night before i slept, i set the alarm at 8am in the attempt to have just enough of sleep.
Not too much nor too lacking, i need to moderate my rest after having slept the whole day of August 19. =0
So anyway, i found out that the alarm was deafening.
It startled me straight out of my sleep but i sleep fought harder and i manage to get back to dreamland.
Then the next thing i knew was that i was at work. This time, the location was in a castle, and we were serving a whole Indian monarchy, lol - All rushing to get inside the castle that i was working at, it was crazy!
But instead of taking orders for their meal, we were actually pasting price/item tags on the order sheets. Just like that on my retail job.
OMG, then suddenly i heard another defeaning sound!
It was shenath, he msged me and i woke up.
Realized that i overslept, i didn't want to sleep again, lest i dream i was at work again.
Bullshit, that is crap, i have work at 6pm today as according to Wei Ling.
Hopefully there will not be much to do today. not in the mood to work.

Now im sitting at Tampines library, typing away accompanying Shenath, who is currently studying right beside me.
His CCNA Networking course is getting on at him.
For me, im getting sleepy again, and not to mention, hungry! ='(
It'll be lunch time for us soon, so should be no prob...

Anyway, tmr, i will be twenty. Ok maybe in another 12hrs i will be 20 years old.
I will officially be leaving my teen and i was thinking i'd want to do something before leaving for my big twenty. Hms... cant think of any, brain's kinda dead. lol =)
I can smell that the girls are up to no good for tmr, but i will not let it ruin my already unstable mind, haha. I will just embrace it, in attempt of being a good friend.
So sad nurul can't come cos she has her God mum's death ceremony going on tmr evening.
I will be seeing the other sisters and my other closer friend, laura, if she could make it tho.

Family celebration will be from noon to 3pm.
Mum's cooking light, not too much. Just having whole chix and her bee hoon tanghoon speciality! =)
Can't wait, hopefully bf will get his ccna revision done in order so as he can attend my family celebration.
I want to nap, haha, laters....

Entry no. 2

In my last 2 post, i didn't have pictures right, so here is the link you can go, to see the various happenings at the chalet for my bros birthday =)

CLICK HERE

Nizar Qabbani to BF

Was feeling all poetic but i couldn't come up with anything so i just decided to look up some Shakespeare love sonnets or poems.

Some are too tragic and some are just not what i want to relate to, altho i must say, Rome and Juliet's balcony verses never fail to mersmerize me.

Then, i wandered off to this other poet called Nizar Qabbani.
What captivated me was his poems that seem rather eccentric, but then again, i ended liking this certain poem called, "When i love you"

Here is the poem;

When i love you by Nizar Qabbani

When I love you

A new language springs up,

New cities, new countries discovered.

The hours breathe like puppies,

Wheat grows between the pages of books,

Birds fly from your eyes with tiding of honey,

Caravans ride from your breasts carrying Indian herbs,

The mangoes fall all around, the forests catch fire

And Nubian drums beat.

When I love you your breasts shake off their shame,

Turn into lightning and thunder, a sword, a sandy storm.

When I love you the Arab cities leap up and demonstrate

Against the ages of repression

And the ages

Of revenge against the laws of the tribe.

And I, when I love you,

March against ugliness,

Against the kings of salt,

Against the institutionalization of the desert.

And I shall continue to love you until the world flood arrives;

I shall continue to love you untill the world flood arrives

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Baby darling, do take care okay...
i love you, remember that you can tell me anything.
hope you'll be fine soon =)

HP absence

I won't have a hp for 3 to 5 (working) days.
Which means, i will get it on Monday 25th August onwards! =(
But!! bf will be lending me a hp so should be fine.

Today was quite alright, just went over to East point to get the hp checked in the service center.
The keypad's being a bitch and i was getting too impatient to keep pressing it harder than usual. So, off you go hp! See you when your less bitchier =D
Also, my mood's kinda weird and it's a bitch too.
Met Bf too and he enjoyed every moment of having to get me all bitched up.
I know, what's wrong with me, i'm repeating the word 'bitch' over again!
We met and headed off to Lavender, went to Cue Bar to shoot some pool.
It was fun, but i lost 3-1
Still had enough time to play 4 games, but the smell of the ciggarettes made me all dizzy, so just needed to leave for fresh air.
Yes, i still suffer from the drinking aftermath.
And i really cannot stand the thought of even having a drink, makes me think twice of going clubbing on the 27th.
Hope i feel better by tmr.
Or i will end up having trouble dancing.

Anyway, i will have to go now.
Get some decent sleep for tmr's upbeat activities.
Dance morning till afternoon.
then run/jog at the stadium in the evening (bf and i are engaging in good activities)
today's attempt on cycling around pasir ris park was a failure.
my sister's bike was dead. so no choice... =(

GOOD NIGHTS!!!!

Updates

Updates! (It's a long one!)


1. Dance
So i had dance lesson on Monday, 18th August. I thought i was rather behind time but Marcus, my second and current techniques dance instructor, was late. He didn't come until 1130am or so, and therefore, every Mondays, dance will commence at 1130am for the rest of the holidays =)
We had choreography sessions for Zaini's (first instructor) class later on after having techniques session with Marcus. Saw Zaini only that day for dance due to him being rather too busy lately that he only had an hour or less with us. He's responsible for the choreography for the annual dance performance.
So this year, there will be this 15 mins dance showcase, which everyone (or almost everyone), will be dancing. Role casting will be held on the 28th August or 1st September.
And that's one reason why i have to buck up.
Need to practice and focus in the lesson.
Zaini taught us combination B, and the second part of B's steps is rather complex and i found the jumping up and away rather tricky. Need to touch up on that.
Great at least that Marcus hasn't been teaching new steps.
(leaves us free for Zaini's combinations to touch up on)
Marcus' techniques lesson is really helpful.
Lately, i find myself improving in terms of chaines (sha ney) and spotting.
But it is still a headache -.- But i guess it gets better with more practice.
Need to work on balance and turns and jumpings =O

I just hope i get through the casting fine. I really just need to work on B2, which i will today. Need to check my lines (the proper body or posture alignment for the steps) too.
Updates for role casting soon!


2. Isaac's birthday celebration (18th August 2008)

Just as i said in my previous entry, it's my baby brother's first year birthday!
It was held at Costa Sands Pasir Ris chalet, by the park. After dance, went to bugis and got Isaac's birthday present (two Fox kids' shirt), then got home and freshened up. Met up with Shenath at the bus stop near my house and we walked to the chalet. Reached there in 20mins cos mum got us to buy drinks and disposable cutleries.
No one was there at the chalet except for Tita Asil and her children.
It seemed rather boring but manage to find some things to do, like putting up decorations.
Shenath was a great help and mum seemed to be rather better off with him already.
They even took a photo together! (both of them similiar, so unphotogenic)

Isaac was looking regal in his red birthday outfit.
And i do feel he knew it was a special day for him because he was really happy and he didn't slept at all, despite having certain sleeping hours for him.
I believe he stayed up even after shenath and i excused ourselves from the chalet.
Ana said he only slept at 3am. Gosh!
So anyway, the girls (ling and nurul) came with their other halfs only reaching later on.
Am unsure about the timings here and there cos i wasn't doing any form of time checking, except when people called me for directions.
At about 10pm, shenath and i bought more drinks and fetched Fred and Rose (my Teasire 'kabayan' colleagues)
Headed back and ended up watching Heroes when everyone started bidding adieu.
Only rose, fred, shenath, me, my parents and the kids are left.

Later on as it reached midnight,  Shenath and i left with Rose and Fred.
Headed off to bond =)
It was great. Hehe :D
The night was great and he's great....

Until it came to the decision if we are joining ling and jeremy for drinking session!
Well we did.

3.Drinking Madness
It was a No. 7 Jack Daniels that got us intoxicated throughout the night. Four of us drived to Toa Payoh first to get Jeremy's ciggarettes and the worst thing was that, mei ling was the driver.
Okay, maybe not 'worst', let's use, 'scary'.
All for the fact that she was just learning, and she drove us from Pasir Ris to Toa Payoh, also because she doesn't have license! haha
Ugh... If she got caught, omg.
So we ended up back at Pasir ris, parked at the top most level of the HDB carpark, we started the drinking session.
By 5am, we were all intoxicated at different levels.
I, being the one who rushes my drinks, was at the highest.
I saw this dude on the ledge of the carpark and i got all tensed up because he might be suicidal or something.
Then maybe, i was just drunk.
Still bothers me though.
At 5plus, we changed location - at the carpark just opposite my blk.
Then that's where the police came.
Yes, police.
They screened us cos they received a complain from the neighbours, crazy shit.
We were clear on the records anyway, so didn't have much trouble =)
Just that, i was drunk and Shenath said i was all smiley about everything.
I remembered having to be told to shit down by the bf, over and over again.
That's when the drinking session ended.
After the police came, i guess we headed off.
I was drunk, Shenath sent me back. (thank GOD i have him)


4. Aftermath of drinking
I never had such a night of drinking that i was in daze and being in a drunken stupor, i only remembered vomitting my life out. I vomitted galons the whole day of yesterday!
I in a major hangover, slept the whole day of 19th August 2008.
Only got up by 9pm and met shenath at around 1030pm to have dinner, which i didn't end up eating!
Vomited again and the feeling sucks.
Which is why, i really ain't going to drink madly like i did last two days. Never again!
I promise myself that.
It's really nice of Shenath to really tc of me well.
Love you honey, thanks a bunch!

Okay, to end off, Ling and jeremy got into a minor accident.
Got ling into a little bit of bad shape with her forehead knocked hard and her arms and legs all got bruised up.
But she's fine, it was just a minor injury. Phews..
Or jeremy would be cursed if anything happened to ling.

Gtg, getting dizzy. Am still recovering from the hangover !
Good day!

Work, day, table tennis, weird

Was reluctant to get up today, despite the fact that i was shocked awake just now.
You know those times when you wake up feeling shocked? Yeah that's how i felt.
Straight away checked my phone for the time and if the BF has already got up.
Has been a habit lately, and i realize i have been waking up the usual 1030-ish every morning.
That's got to be another habit.

Spent the day on the laptop and printer, creating letterings of HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIZAK, each letter on an A4 sized paper.
The printer's ink was rather moody (just like me).
One moment it print colors perfectly, another it doesn't print the right color.
But overall, everything was printed out fine.
The only thing to get done for Isaac's (Haizak) celebration will be to put the letterings and blowing up the balloons.
The chalet has been booked and the folks will be checking in early to avoid any further delay (... that usually happens)
Party starts 5pm onwards and despite the fact that i'm not exactly certain who are on the invite list, i have a nice feeling that Isaac will really enjoy his First Birthday Celebration.
Even though he won't even remember it when he finally has a mind of his own, the look on his face will be all worth it.

Well, work was just like yesterday.
Crowd's gone bonkers! Probably staying in to watch the olympics.
Table tennis ain't really my thing and i'm not a Singaporean to watch and support the game wholeheartedly.
Although, i might say that the Singaporean customers who were watching the game at the cafe's LCD tvs weren't really supporting the table tennis players, they were more to criticising the way that the first set was the ones they do so good in, and the the following sets, they just suck.
I couldn't be bothered really.
It made me feel weird actually.
(JUST SUPPORT YOUR OWN COUNTRY!) - is that just so hard to do? hmmms
Don't really know what my country's achievements been so far.
Will check it out later - lols

Okay, i'm getting sleepy.
I have dance tmr morning!
Toodles!

Tweaking

As you can see, i have done some tweaks on my blog.
This time, i really love what i have done with the color combinations.
These colors dressing my blog are my favourite colors this year =)

Today, work was not busy.
Not the usual busy Saturday where the cafe will be filled with hungry people, expecting their food to come in a jiffy, nor was it hectic making me be grateful that i have my running shoes on for work.
Today's crowd presence was suddenly missed at the cafe.
It seems different not having much customers patronizing the cafe despite the new menu changes, showcasing more cheaper items.
It also didn't help that we have two flat LCD screen TVs that televised the Olympics.
It was really very puzzling.

Also, the worst thing was that when i was thrown out to usher in customers to the cafe, none came.
All they said was they have eaten their dinner or they had a late lunch, when i 'begged' them to come and eat at the cafe.
Not even a single soul did i manage to lead into the shop.
Either i'm becoming a lousy sales person or it really just wasn't my day.
Domine did a better job, indeed!
At least the cafe was 1/4 filled. (still pathetic)

So moving away from the work wooes, on the other hand, i was grateful it wasn't that busy.
I went to Clarke Quay to pick Shenath up. (yeah, such a wonderful gf of me ;P)
Bought him NY cheese cake too, but only managed to eat it when we reached pasir ris.
He got us Peach Bacardi Breezer and we had it together with the cheese cake at a concrete seat opposite the bus 3 pick up bay.
It didn't taste nice together so decided to drink up and then eat the cake later. (which i stubbornly disregarded)
I was half moody today and i know how much i was actually venting it on him.
Good thing he was in a better mood than i was. He was giving me loads of hugs and kisses, just right to soothe my mood.
And then it got me thinking how much i actually love him.
He has his ways to make me feel better and no matter how pissed i got, even by the way he soothes me, i will eventually feel better.

Lately, we have been alright.
And i am utterly grateful that somehow, he's nearer to me.
Despite the fact that we see each other almost everyday - not counting the times we spend together in school - i still feel that there is so much things to say and do.
I fear that we might not have much to do when we get married and live in the same house. (but then again...)
It's all pretty exciting but doubts and fear lingers.
Too much sweet things ain't good for a person, literally or metaphorically speaking, the phrase denotes too much of ill meanings.
Does it get even out with the presence of love&hate events in our relationship?
I guess i ponder and dwell too much on such peanut issues.
Have to stop this -.- it's rubbing me the wrong way.
Oh bother!

Well, i guess i will go for now.
More to say but i'm getting tired, i need rest.
Toodles, good night! =)

entry 2

Entry no. 2!

I've nothing to do but wait for time to pass till i have to head off to work.
I have thought that there's no use waiting for time to pass because time always catches up with you.
But here i am, waiting for time to pass doing some random things like looking through blogs.
And it made me all weird and kinda emo when i chanced on a blog by a very good friend i used to know.

I really missed him.

But our friendship has hit the rocks and from the looks of it, it's gone beyond repair.
I blame myself for not pushing myself further to claim our friendship back.
And i blame him for just leaving and not wanting to try.
Then again, it's all gone down the drain.
But deep down, someday, when both of us passes by each other, there'll be that smile of acknowledgement.
But i really doubt that will happen anytime soon.
I know he wont keep such grudge against me for so long, but i have to doubt that knowing that till now, i still haven't seen him with at least a small smile on his face.
Or the fact that i really HAVEN'T seen him much.

Whatever happened, he's always been a friend to me.
Jan Rick Mascarina... may God bless you in all your future endeavours.
Hindi ako nakakalimot sa lahat ng kabutihan na ginawa mo para sakin.
Sana naman ay masaya ka sa lahat ng gawain mo...
kasi bongga ka day =)
Take care, always.

Nice

Semester break started on Wednesday, 13 August.
Didn't have anything to do on that day so was dying to get out and about.
Then Laura text me saying that she is free in the evening and we could actually push forward our plans for Thursday evening, on wednesday instead.
She's such a saviour.
We headed to Tampines as planned.
Had drinks and cake at Coffeebeen.
I had hot choco, she had some espresso named The Ultimate or something.
The bonding was really nice. It was the official day we met without being or getting drunk!
LOL

Here are some pictures.

Laura dear  =)

Our next meet up will be next wednesday!
MOVIES!!! =) can't wait honey.... see you soon.


After the bonding, i went to have some late night bonding with the BF =)
Twas fun as always... been long since i felt his warmth. ahhh....
Darling dear and i have been having some weird fights but overall, we are still great.
Today, i had a weird dream.
I hate it, i hate the feeling...
It was another dream that we are breaking apart and all that. (-.-)
So sad... -.0

Yesterday, Bf moved to The Eden to live with his older brother Snehath.
Officially, Shenath lives with a family, i hope he'll be happy in a long time.
He'll stay there till the time comes that he'll get his own place, hopefully with me.. ermz... =)
The condo is really nice, but currently very messy.
His room ain't too shabby either =)
Now, he's near to me. More bugging from him to come! haha

Oh well, gtg for now.
Hugs

Update

This is just wonderful! Finally, i have watched two of Branden Fraser's movies out this year :)
He's not bad really, despite his past movies being so corny and annoyingly funny, he's great :)
Plus! He's so hawt... nice biceps, triceps, chest... just sexy (ok darling, are u jealous yet?) hehe
Today, watched Journey to the center of the Earth and i must say, the plot was so awesome and it made me think, "man, what if there really is sucha place on earth"
The effects are just great... But for now, Shenath and i will be keeping away from the big screen for now.
We've been going at it for quite a few times already.
Just watched Love Guru yesterday some more!

Anyway, i've finally gotten off the burden of sumbitting the PP report early.
It has been approved! Yey!
And i can't help but boast what my advisor has said, "it is one of the best reports i have read from all my PP students" (blush!)
I didn't think that it'll be that great. Now i hope that my assessors will say the same thing.
Now, the next battle is PP poster presentation.
Have to create 2 A2 size poster that will summarize my report.
So good luck for me! =)

Can anybody please tell me what software to use to create an A2 size poster?
And please tell me the cheapest printing shop that caters to printing A2 posters ;)
Thanks, help much appreciated, to whoever...

Holiday is here!
I have nothing much going on besides work during weekends and go for dance sessions.
Of course, i have things plan up during these holidays to hang out with my long lost friends.
But of course, id rather have some work to do for the holidays.
Then again, maybe just not this holiday.
I want to try to get some reading done. Been long since i've read a novel at all.
Miss that pastime.
So lets see how i can utilize my vacations.

Write in soon! Toodles!

Movie reviews

Today i will be doing movie review on 4 of the current movies i have watched with Shenath.

Ranking from the best to the not so good;

1. The Mummy Tomb of the Mummy Emperor



Not only because Brendan Fraser and THE ULTIMATE JET LI are the actors of this show, but because, the movie was spectacular. The graphics, the video and sound effects were great! Therefore, The Grand Cathay was just the great place to screen the movie. (okay, i admit, it's mainly cos two of my fave actors are in the leads)

Rating: 9/10
* i wanted to rate it 10/10 but i feel that the the mummy wasn't really the same without the former lead actress, Rachel Weisz :(

2. Batman The Dark Knight



I would hope that the Oscar be given to Heath Ledger! The best ever villain performance!
Also, i must say that Two Face actor Aaron Eckhart, did second best with his hero-cum-villain performance. It was marvellous.

Rating: 8/10
*not really into batman things. but i must say, this is so far, the best batman movie i have seen!

3. The X Files - I want to believe



When i was watching this, i just couldn't take off my mind the thoughts of the whole content of the story... "Have Faith" was all the things that was said through the movie. It was kinda boring, but the movie is good.

Rating: 7/10
* X files aint mean for the big screen... so didn't really feel it..


4. (not the worst, just last place) Love Guru



this is the most hilarious shit that i have seen so far. left me with airy stomach and gastric aches due to the laughters. i swear this is the most stupid-est show ever to be on screen, but it was funny. really... go mike myers! justin was hilarious too. then alba has to give the show a twist with all her hot stuff into a saree and booty shaking. hahaha


Rating: 7/10
* story's stupid but top 3 cos it has made me laugh! haha

hAPPY ANNI 1

The first landmark of Jeanath. It has been an exhilarating ride of love, life, fun, tears and joy!
We are still going on strong and very much into each other.
More to say, but i have to go...
WORK!!!

Love you shenath.... MUACKS!!!

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!

=)

It August!

Happenings in August;

It's all the First and Second things that are happening in my life and around me.
1 Year Anniversary of Jeanath
1 Year birthday of Haizak Bautista Bin Hassan
2 0 Years of being alive (Officially leaving my teenagehood)

It seems only yesterday that i met him.

It didn't even occur to me that i will be with him until now.

I love him and that all that matters, although of course, i tend to lose faith and want to give up,

i now begin to see that i have to be positive.

And gladly to say, he's the only one who got me good, faithful and entirely loving him alone.

This him has given me so much love, pain, pleasure, faith, loyalty and sacrifices.

This him is no other than Shenath Thomas Dias.

Who might be the future MR Mary Jean Bautista =) haha

It seems only yesterday that he was still in my mother's womb.

That i was talking to him from the outside world that he hasn't seen.

Up till he was born and was still so fragile that i can't even bear to touch him.

Then came the time that he started seeing me, smiling at me and cooing at me.

Followed by the time that he could crawl, sit and be quite self supportive of his navigations around the house.

Then came the time he learned to walk and now running around the place.

This him is my brother, Haizak Bautista Bin Hassan.

The brother whom i still call Isaac as to what we named him when he was still in my mum's tummy.

And wow, it took forever that im leaving my teenage hood. 

23rd of August is forthcoming.

Very nice feeling despite knowing that I have to learn to be a grown up now.

Slowly but steadily.

Wow i can't believe it is soon =)

Twentyhood, welcome me! ;)

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There have been a lot of things that i haven't written down here.
Also, i haven't had time due to school, dance and work.
either too tired or too lazy!
today, going to watch movie again! THE MUMMY.
I can't wait! yehey! yippee!
=)