Why is fever catching up on me?

Yes, fever has once again caught up on me.


Hate the feeling it gives, and the amount of time it consumes instead of having done something productive.


This week, i'm working only one day - which was yesterday. (Monday)
Too bad for me because that means i have to work more on the other days.
However, i feel that hey it is for a good special cause :)


Ana and Shenath's birthday is fast approaching.
Gosh Gosh!


I just hope that great things will come out of these days!
Wish me all the best! =)

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Things have been really wtf with Shenath and I.
There are a lot of horrid things that can happen despite the amount of love shared by two people.
We don't know how such undesirable events can occur but i guess not looking into the easy way out might actually be satisfying in the end.
I have to thanks Shenath for this, for teaching me to hang on and see what's in store, rather than just moving forward in the 'easy' path.


It's not exactly a satisfying feeling while undergoing the infinite hurt and pain that relationships can bring forth to couples, but when the storm has stopped and both of you can breathe again,
that's when you learn to appreciate the complexity as a way of how nature deals with all things human.


The hurt and the pain won't go away.
But i guess despite the fact that a couple has reached the point where enough is enough,
nothing is ever enough.


Nevertheless, despite it all...
Love Remains The Same.

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There's Something About,

THE SKY

That makes you feel awestruck, that you wish you could just ignore gravity and go towards it and reach it.

But it gives you a sickening feeling because in a brief second of fantasizing you know the fact that gravity is not ignorable.

And that no matter how much you wish to be able to fly upwards to the sky and say goodbye to the land, you just can't.

That just this mere element of nature can actually teach you about reality.

Damn it!

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There's Something About,
SMILEY FACES

That makes you smile along too and say OMG that's so cute.
And then you realize that it had just made you feel lighter after smiling.

So, do this today... SMILE =)



even tho sometimes, it does seem hard to bring out one

Been awhile

So after Wednesday comes Thursday.


Definitely.


School has apparently up the measures to protect its students from h1n1 virus.
How?


1. Students cannot enter classes without thermometer and those without, or with spoiled ones, are to be sent home
2. Students are only to head down to buy food at specified times

Thermometers are sold for $6 when outside it can cost at $3.95 at ValueDollar.
So instead of cutting the charges for the sake of it being an institute, they are overcharging us.
Don't talk about quality because the buttons on the thermometer needs a certain push to be switched on.
And then the beep to tell you that temperature taking can only be heard when no one talks in class, and there's no other source of noise

For 2, the lunch curfew that was imposed is definitely not fool-proof.
So it's kinda useless too.
So anyway, that is not the topic of today.


These are;
For lunch time on thursday, shenath and i indulge into camwhoring!





More or less it starts after school.
The night's plan is to actually head down to the beach and just have some fun.
And so we did just that, but we had dinner first of course.





Turns out really great.
Haven't been like that for the both of us 
and that night kinda stood as a reminder of how much fun things was.


I must admit being in a relationship is never easy, no brainer actually.
There are full of ups and downs, but no matter which direction you both are now,
something just pushes you back to the opposite sides of things.
Definitely sucks when you're at the ups, and then like gravity, life just pulls you back down.
Vicious cycle, yeah.
But in all aspect, i guess that's how nature deals with things.


Acceptance is the key.
But i guess the real question is, can you accept accepting?
Yeah, that's harder than the thought of acceptance.


But there's one thing i have accepted though.


That is i really do love him.

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Then on friday,

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It was fun!

Last Wednesday, hung out with Nurul.
Been quite awhile since we had dinner or even went out.



Got sunflowers from the the current garden of a workplace, for Nurul.
The good thing about giving good friends flowers is that it's sweet, and so why don't you all buy a stalk or two, just to say your appreciation for that friends.
Oh and get yellow flowers to let it speak for your intent :)
However, the yellow flower that refers to friendship or gratitude is yellow roses.
I improvised with sunflowers, and guess what? it meant Loyalty. How sweet...

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Sometimes, to go from the cliched group of flowers and getting them with the intent of showing a meaning, it's best to get flowers according to the meaning that experts have given them.

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We went for dinner.
And guess what, the curry noodle i so craved for was horrendous!
I felt cheated off my $5
It's sooooo diluted! Ewww disgusting really.

Does it look nice to ya'll?

So anyway, after dinner we went to get some things - minor SHOPPING!

By this time some of the flowers in my hands have already gone retarded.
Good thing her's still intact.

I got some things too.



A cap and of course, hairband! :)

After awhile we had to go our separate ways and get home.
And as this time comes, so does the lifespan of the flower: