pictures and updates.

boo hoo! im sick again.
this is sooo crappy.
anyway, i just want to post the newest and retarded pics that jan has taken for me.

so jan is getting cockier. his ideas, not mine.

just after i kinda stop having a runny nose.

random.

this is where jan screamed the loudest when a moth flew to his face.

well, like i said, not my idea.

me and jan, and, me and shen, has talked about our free times.
Shen and i are getting along fine. nothing much. but im happy that my friends find it alright... have heard of mira's opinion... nurul too, in a way, as well as hidayah and mei ling. hajar, not yet really.
but just want to reassure you my ladies, that everything is under control.
i know i know... =))
last night we did have a talk somehow and i did tell him more about my thinking.
i hope he's cleared. he too has voiced his opinion =))
it was good.
so for now, nothing to worry about.
also, our situation is very much based on spontaneity.
whatever happens, happens... que sera sera...
plus, our situation is very much under control.
nothing really special yet.

also, i must say that the past with that bastard is very much still coming forth in my head.
of which and from which i dont know how why and how.
it gets irritating sometimes.
it is a good thing that Shen is soo different from him.
kinda make me more happy.
imagine me having crushes on people who is like that bastard.
*fine id drop the bastard - i'll call him by his name; daryl.

okay, i wanna go.
im dying to rest again...
hope to see Shen tmr tho... see how it goes =))
oh and he just message!
toodles.

what a kiss does

what a kiss does to ammend things. haha...

wells, things are fine now between me and my mummy. haha.

i broke the ice in this cold war.hees.

at first if you have read my previous entry, we had a screaming war. now, it's fine..

haiz.. wells, she been stress at work.

it was wrong of me to actually just fire back at her. haiz. hmms.

i realised that and so i swallowed my pride and just kissed her on her cheeks.

a sign of apology. she knows and i do too..

wells, everything's fine now.

love love love love you mummy.

but i still wanna move out.haha.

anyways, going out tmr!!

-love love love-

3rd entry for 15th

yawnns this is my 3rd posting for this date.

im damn bored today. gosh... and my mum just have to come back. spoil my mood with her nagging -.-
she and i really cant get along man... my close ones know that. haiz haiz. just want to move out. dont know when id successfully carry out that plan but hey, it isnt that bad with her. she can be sucha walking atm sometimes.

but yeahs... she's not soo reasonable.. she can be so understanding but in all fact she still dont get me.
and wells, i wont deny i give her sucha challenge. cos i honestly am not a child who just take whatever she says. so yeahs, i argue back to whatever i see suit. haiz..

well well... cant do much without my pillar(it has crumbled i guess) though. just got to be under her roof till everything pulls thru.
i love her but she and i really have vast difference in our views.
so that's kinda too bad for me... haiz.
just have to keep reminding myself of her sacrifices for me. one day, i'll repay whatever i got from her.
she's a good lady but haiz... we just clash... haiz. dude oso know's that.

now im starting to dread going on our family trip. who knows we both will have a huge war. goshh...
-more to say but lazy to type! gtg.
muahz

my entry

wells, im stuck home today. i had planned to go out with my fren as ive said in my previous entry...
it didnt happen... yeahs... you know if i'd plan to meet with dude, it will so just happen. gosh.. cant fate just be nicer to other guys. ahha.. hmms...

too bad lah... but i appreciate that he actually volunteered to go with me. haha.. shall not go into that. but anyways, i didnt get to go out with him because my mum just had to go to work today when she told me that she had taken a day off the night before. goodness. and to think that i could finally look around vivo for a good shop to do my spree this week! haha. but damn it just had to be cancelled. so i told him if he dont mind, he could accompany me instead, this sunday.

anyways, ive nothing else to do now tho.. just lazing around at home.. waiting for my mum to be home. haiz.
im still contemplating to go out with my sister though... hmms... nevermind, i think i'll stick to tomorrow. YUP =) sorree my dear ana.