whatever

it's not them, it's you people...
my sisters... maybe, im not feeling that you guys are putting into priority these rare times that we can even have these gatherings - with or without those boys (they are also part of me - that only nurul seems to be able to accept)
and not to forget, she did have someone there as her ex bf and also her ex admirer...
nvm lah... one day maybe when you all decided to put me at least into your list of priority again, just as i have always done, then i'll see ya all again... good day...
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well, enough about this.
i woke up already pissed and this just have to add.
im pissed cos of that stupid drilling on the wall by my stupid neighbours.
fucking pissed la.
imagine : i was sleeping - woke up to that sound - then when i cant take it anymore, i got up to bathe, and guess what? the noise stopped at and then it "FOLLOWED" me to the toilet.
gosh!
conclusion : noise follows me - that's it. i found out about it. lol

yeahs, im awake early.
im still sleepy actually, didnt have enough sleep last night - bitch ass.
and thanks to the drills.
fucking annoying.

and i just realised something - i seem to be too vulgar for mornings.
*slaps mouth!*
okay anyway, im going to work today - need the cash.
well at least i wont need to spend it all on the gathering - cancelled
-i guess maybe ima just spend that day with those bastards - ok enough!
i tell you, at the rate im going, ima have to disown people just cos of this man...
no i aint disowning the sisters. im just having emotional-nerve-wrecking-angry days.
anyway, i dont think they'd even bother now would they.

okay, gtg get my breakfast.
good morning ppl.
ciaos