the day i saw him again

OKAY.

I'm guilty of still having butterflies in my stomach.
I cant understand why everything has changed so much just because i want to prove that i can do well even without him.
Arrghh.

Well, i have... but then 7 months later i just end up wanting him again. HOW?
then now, he have someone else with him... or so im told...

haiya! then now, our world is sooo much different... much more than it was when i was in my ending phase with him.
Then i just want him back again! arrgh lah!

hahaha. but yeahs. it is fine with me already... somehow i have accepted that he and i are just miles and miles away now. even if we see each other again, we are just so far! i can practically feel the difference!
but when i was with him just now, it was cool :D
he was idiotic i tell you... haha. but retardedly cute.
and i miss him so... shithead.

then he and rain was like so vulgar than usual. end up kukong joined them in the vulgarity fiesta! haha.
i always enjoy my time with them three. lol
then i think again. wow.
after even having sour relationship with him, im still with 'em..

so just now earlier, i went to a friend's place for some prayers.
and then headed to blk 4. then kukong was drinking some herbal stuff.
rain was getting ready to go out. he, was getting ready to clean his entire room.
as i was saying about the vulgarity fiesta! that's when it started.. kukong got retardedly and amusingly vulgar after the two were making too much complaints that they cant find something!
haha. anyways, then they end up picking fun on me! idiots. kukong joined in lah.
hahha. so much for being sick, i still got picked on! haha.

anyways, i want to sleep very soon. im still watching triple X.
vin diesel is hawt... sizzling!! hahaha...
:D

cioaz fer now.
loves.