sick

i usually last till Friday night and then i get weak till i cant get up, so i just end up lying on my bed and not even with enough energy to get up!
but this week i it took its toll on me one day and a half earlier. hate it!

i read my previous entry again and i realize that somehow i forgot to note that i do love that ex flame until now, but it is as a friend. it wont be fair if i have to say that i love LOVE him. (you all know what i mean)
well, i thought about it. if i have to keep having him in my mind and that he is the only one who i think i can love, i think i wont end up with any other guy! ahhaha.
gosh. i think i wont mind giving another guy another chance this time. gosh.

this time though, if i ever have the time for love now...
**now im feeling sick again! got to go. ciao