today as i wake up, i realise that i didnt have you in it. then as i think back again, repetitions of it means that i have figured out what is the meaning of it. i have researched about it and also made sure that it is true.
so then i think now, so it's true of what must be done in due of it.
i have to tell kecik about this. and today, it is really way too much, it shows me a lot of things - words, meetings and more words.
before i went to it, i said my intentions and then so it happened and it has been fulfilled.
so as the morning comes as of now, i sit awake typing this blog.
i have a very important mission today - to cook hidayah her favourite dish and to make sure i can summon all the energy i have left so far these days.
and then i have to tell kecik about it.
i bet she will be creeped out but i know she will understand, she is somehow one the only persons so far who knows about all this It.
i dont know what else to do but to make sure that it happens as soon as possible.
and so if it is APPROVE by the heavens, then so it MUST HAPPEN.
but yes, im still waiting for enough encouragement. i dont know how it will go and how it will start even, but i have told khim about it thru the thoughts. =)
so then i begin a new chapter of the whole entire events of my life thru doing what i know it is trying to get me to do.
life - is still a rollercoaster ride and it still brings you to the pasts of your life.
so then how would it be if i act in favour of someone i dont even know the character of.
and then how i would feel if ever he just throw away the memories in due of her.
though it isnt really my way, i just have to walk on the ways that i am being shown now.
after it is done, then things will be revolving about this only.
after which im back on track of things.
this is just the rocky path in which i have to make sure i go thru along on with enough hopes that fate will be good to me.
love,
me
lovee...
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