i dont even know why the fuck i still want to blog about my night now!
im currently fuking dizzy and i fuking still stink of booze tho i have freshen up..
and my room too smell of booze... then i smell my shirt ( a fresh one! ) then at least i can smell the nice body cologne that i put on after i freshen up.
FUCK! today i realise that i fuking made myself portrayed as a damn player lah.
arrgghh! im so not lah okay. anyways, me and her went to bumblez. like our all-time fave club spot.
i did my usual hi kisses to those i know and all. i intro her to my other new frens. like she was so MIA from our usual haunts lah. but it is good that we relish in this opportunity and all.
so fast forward, she found her acquintance during the afternoon event she was telling me abt.
then after that her friends joined us on the dancefloor. ariff, rio, yan.
so like after so long of dancing in a pair, we danced as a grp. 3 guys and 2 girls.
so like one guy felt so left out. kinda felt bad but then it went like that for quite sometimes when i realise that i should nt be like just reserving myself with yan. like so not fair for rio so i decided like to dance with him since yan wanna take a rest.
so like i was dancing with rio and all then we like exchanged stories.
the big diff between rio and yan? yan is more to the "live today,die tmr" kinda guy, which is even for an acquintance is so turn off.
yan is intellectual sorta person. i communicate with him better as he has taken a diploma in IT.
so he interest me more ALTHOUGH i must admit that yan is a fuking good dancer.
yes yes. but then again. it's just acquintance.
anyways, in the midst of knowing more about these acquintance, i saw a hi-bye guy fren, barison, with lisa, a girl in school who graduated a year before me.
thought they were like together but then i found out that they arent.
lisa is someone that i have misjudge as i dont really even think of mixing with her last time.
she's just too different to me... then now like i realise that it is just a misunderstanding.
(SHE WILL BE FUKING PIERCE MY DAMN TONGUE)
**i hope i get around to doing so! lol
okay, so all thru the whole clubbing stuff, i was like "torn" between the two buggers.
like i see yan has been like looking at me and rio in a weird way.
the last thing i want is to like have a stupid fight there at bumblez AGAIN!
okay, they are like sane enough so nothing happened. kewl!
she, on the other hand, was like "torn" with her fren and our another hot guy fren who works there lah.
then later i lay at the VIP lounge again. i was like damn dizzy again. too much booze within the hours! (and here i am still up and typing away)
**im like saying AGAIN cos i did that like another time like weeks ago before i took a month break from clubbing.
she was at the lounge herself going "huggish" with the hot guy, Basith.
haha. too bad i was there to interrupt! lol
okay about the two buggers, i juggle dancing with both till the end that i ended up finish the last dance with rio.
barison came saying that i owe him a dance.
i would rather just go dance with him than just keep having to juggle the two buggers. lol
but they are a happening threesome of guys. =))
ariff, rio and yan. really happening!
but anyways, i didnt get to dance with barison. he was looking for lisa.
then so the club closes, shooed away all the party animals and yeahs, everyone made plans.
then the threesome guys went off to another group of girls. (i heard fhm girls)
GOOD GRACE. like they really know how to be happy. haha.
so like we didnt get tied down with them. ariff was like telling the rio and yan ( lol i think they like wana get back at me lah. like who the fuk care lah. haha. i still just want to be in contact with rio due to his IT background and i am sure that he will make a nice friend. THAT'S ALL )
that to hurry along with their getting to know the fhm girls or somewhat. (dunno if fhm leh.. like dont look like It leh.)
anyways, we were already with barison and arwin.
i soo dont fuking mind lah. barison is my neighbour, at least i got somebody to go home with.
then the threesome guys didnt follow up. i and her couldnt be bothered lah.
we are so like better off with my guy friends. dunno leh, but i honestly think that my guy friends are really like kewl! =)
so like we had to walked like shit just to withdraw $$ for food and transport.
fuking make my legs ache like shit lah. *sorree for the profanities. cant help it.
then arwin paid for everything. cab fare to simpang bedok, food and cab fare back to pasir ris.
arwin sent her off first and then fetched us from simpang and then head to pasir ris.
we slacked at sea shell cos it was still quite early lah.
i head home before the sun rises. (as usual)
today, during the clubbing part, i fuking just got so emo also.
she knows it too lah fuk. like all the damn songs of techno that she know i will terasa one was like played out loud lah. (everytime we touch, listen to your heart, bad boy... whatever fuk lah.)
esp EVERYTIME WE TOUCH!! but whatever, i still had to stick to the promise ;
im currently fuking dizzy and i fuking still stink of booze tho i have freshen up..
and my room too smell of booze... then i smell my shirt ( a fresh one! ) then at least i can smell the nice body cologne that i put on after i freshen up.
FUCK! today i realise that i fuking made myself portrayed as a damn player lah.
arrgghh! im so not lah okay. anyways, me and her went to bumblez. like our all-time fave club spot.
i did my usual hi kisses to those i know and all. i intro her to my other new frens. like she was so MIA from our usual haunts lah. but it is good that we relish in this opportunity and all.
so fast forward, she found her acquintance during the afternoon event she was telling me abt.
then after that her friends joined us on the dancefloor. ariff, rio, yan.
so like after so long of dancing in a pair, we danced as a grp. 3 guys and 2 girls.
so like one guy felt so left out. kinda felt bad but then it went like that for quite sometimes when i realise that i should nt be like just reserving myself with yan. like so not fair for rio so i decided like to dance with him since yan wanna take a rest.
so like i was dancing with rio and all then we like exchanged stories.
the big diff between rio and yan? yan is more to the "live today,die tmr" kinda guy, which is even for an acquintance is so turn off.
yan is intellectual sorta person. i communicate with him better as he has taken a diploma in IT.
so he interest me more ALTHOUGH i must admit that yan is a fuking good dancer.
yes yes. but then again. it's just acquintance.
anyways, in the midst of knowing more about these acquintance, i saw a hi-bye guy fren, barison, with lisa, a girl in school who graduated a year before me.
thought they were like together but then i found out that they arent.
lisa is someone that i have misjudge as i dont really even think of mixing with her last time.
she's just too different to me... then now like i realise that it is just a misunderstanding.
(SHE WILL BE FUKING PIERCE MY DAMN TONGUE)
**i hope i get around to doing so! lol
okay, so all thru the whole clubbing stuff, i was like "torn" between the two buggers.
like i see yan has been like looking at me and rio in a weird way.
the last thing i want is to like have a stupid fight there at bumblez AGAIN!
okay, they are like sane enough so nothing happened. kewl!
she, on the other hand, was like "torn" with her fren and our another hot guy fren who works there lah.
then later i lay at the VIP lounge again. i was like damn dizzy again. too much booze within the hours! (and here i am still up and typing away)
**im like saying AGAIN cos i did that like another time like weeks ago before i took a month break from clubbing.
she was at the lounge herself going "huggish" with the hot guy, Basith.
haha. too bad i was there to interrupt! lol
okay about the two buggers, i juggle dancing with both till the end that i ended up finish the last dance with rio.
barison came saying that i owe him a dance.
i would rather just go dance with him than just keep having to juggle the two buggers. lol
but they are a happening threesome of guys. =))
ariff, rio and yan. really happening!
but anyways, i didnt get to dance with barison. he was looking for lisa.
then so the club closes, shooed away all the party animals and yeahs, everyone made plans.
then the threesome guys went off to another group of girls. (i heard fhm girls)
GOOD GRACE. like they really know how to be happy. haha.
so like we didnt get tied down with them. ariff was like telling the rio and yan ( lol i think they like wana get back at me lah. like who the fuk care lah. haha. i still just want to be in contact with rio due to his IT background and i am sure that he will make a nice friend. THAT'S ALL )
that to hurry along with their getting to know the fhm girls or somewhat. (dunno if fhm leh.. like dont look like It leh.)
anyways, we were already with barison and arwin.
i soo dont fuking mind lah. barison is my neighbour, at least i got somebody to go home with.
then the threesome guys didnt follow up. i and her couldnt be bothered lah.
we are so like better off with my guy friends. dunno leh, but i honestly think that my guy friends are really like kewl! =)
so like we had to walked like shit just to withdraw $$ for food and transport.
fuking make my legs ache like shit lah. *sorree for the profanities. cant help it.
then arwin paid for everything. cab fare to simpang bedok, food and cab fare back to pasir ris.
arwin sent her off first and then fetched us from simpang and then head to pasir ris.
we slacked at sea shell cos it was still quite early lah.
i head home before the sun rises. (as usual)
today, during the clubbing part, i fuking just got so emo also.
she knows it too lah fuk. like all the damn songs of techno that she know i will terasa one was like played out loud lah. (everytime we touch, listen to your heart, bad boy... whatever fuk lah.)
esp EVERYTIME WE TOUCH!! but whatever, i still had to stick to the promise ;
TO HAVE A FREAKING GOOD TIME!
aaaannnnndddd it was MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
thankz to, of course,
aaaannnnndddd it was MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
thankz to, of course,
1. HER.
2. THREESOME GUYS
3. BARISON, LISA AND ARWIN
let me emo for a while k....
**then how would it be if i have found my match?
should i be worried or should i just see what fate has in store.
if it is really meant to be, things will happen right...
but then what if fate is too late. what if everything is erased and all have been said and done.
how do i cope if i cant get over you. how do i say how i feel without having to spoil a blossoming feeling?
how do i wish to have you in my arms if there are that "what ifs" there.
oh fate oh please be kind. i promise myself i wont whine... **
-like freaking hell i gtg now. my head is really spiinnning now.
cioaz.
love love love.
p.s. i just picked up a kol from jas asking where i am and if i wana meet!
that he's like going to meet daryl. wtf. IM AT HOME ALREADYYYY! haha.
okies lah...
loveee.
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