to fyzah 2

firstly, i was shocked.
second, i was WTF!!! !%^#%%^$#&%!%!!!
after all the #$&%$*$*^$!!! i swear i will never ever lay trust upon someone who still lie after already lying to me.
AND WORST! after having my forgiveness???!!!

i cannot imagine how dumb you think i am...
how much you try to say that you are a friend.
WELL FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!?
i dun give two flying fucks if you want hIM, but why still use edi?
YOU'RE TRYNA BE A PLAYER WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN NEVER BE.
dont you understand? i ALREADY FREAKING TOLD YOU that IM IMMUNE TO WHAT YOU THINK WILL HURT ME.
and that you are just hurting yourself going for the second best.
do you wanna know why i never went for the other guy? huh?
it's cos I NEVER GO FOR THE SECOND BEST.
NEVER.IF THERE'S ONE THING YOU WANT TO LEARN FROM ME?
dont learn my nasty ways or how mean i can be, but learn to
NEVER SETTLE FOR SECOND BEST WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR LOVELIFE.
(Edi, if ever ya get to read this... and hate to break it to you... YOU ARE A SECOND BEST.)
you think it even matter to me that you are backing away cos you love EDI!
FUCK YOU AGAIN!!
why love edi now huh BITCH?
when it was you who keep saying that you cannot love him cos you already like hIM..
that your feelings for hIM will never ever revert back to edi.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT? i didnt even have the heart to tell edi to drop you.
it would have been easy to avenge myself you devil.
it would be easy to make your worklife and even your future social life in TP a living hell.
do you know how many friends i have there? do you know that?
oh yeah, i heard you quit at 2HOT. it was only last night that you are still OKAY about staying.
WHY LIE TO ME WHEN I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU THAT WE ARE COOL.
the least you can do is to just FUCKING COME CLEAN THE SECOND TIME AROUND.
and by the way, i guess fate knows that you will be doing all this shit that's why he gave you a hell of shit with your dear cico... oh i get it, maybe this isnt the first time you do all this shit?
but i still wish you good luck with edi.
GOOD LUCK. SO THAT HE WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU WHEN HE SEES YOUR TRUE COLOURS. COS HE WILL...
gosh. and hIM is right, you have to try harder if your trying to make me hate him and all.
yes he did have his fault in all this shit.
BUT HE CAME CLEAN WITH ME.
TELL ME NOW, WHO IS THE BETTER FRIEND BETWEEN YOU AND hIM?
IF YOU STILL INSIST IT'S YOU, then you can FUCK YOURSELF DRY.

p.s. i am not angry that you like hIM or why he even did say that he do like you too. that's the part when he confused me. but then i realise why...
im angry because you lied to me ONCE, then claim to come clean with me, and then LIE TO ME AGAIN! and then push all the blame to hIM, like you didnt play a part in all this.
just have a good luck to your life now okay.
i truly wish you well for pissing me off you dirty pussy.
now, FUCK THE HELL OFF MY BLOG!

anyways, this is for the girl that this bitch has claim that had backstabbed her...

Niz,
whatever i have heard about you from this bitch, that's the past.
about finding out about all this shit yesterday and telling Im all that there is, that's a job of a good friend. you are a good friend to him.
i redeem you. we are okay. i know people makes mistake.
and i mistaken your intentions last night.
you see, hIM and i already have some peace, after all this lame commotions.
and then i thought you are going to make it worst.
up till i really found out who's the one lying.
whatever it is... you turn out to be a better person than that lying bitch.

hugs,
mj.

**oh sorry fer the profanities.

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