THROUGHOUT

ok. so the whole entry yesterday still somehow affects me.
like the whole shit of life changes one's perspective in life, as always with me.
confrontations help, in some ways...
i really dont know much about where it might lead and how it will get to that destination.
life is sooo unpredictable and so wonderful at the same time.
i cant help but be awed by the ups-and-downs of this rollercoaster ride.
as the days past, i learn a lot about what other people feel through the people who are with me...
who are AROUND me... who i care for and who i hold dear.

so lately, i havent been telling you what are the other things that sustain me from falling into pieces...

Monday ( 12.03.07)
well, i met as. went to bukit timah nature reserve.
went hiking and it was totally hilarious.
he has the same exasperated expression i gave when daryl brought me to the peak of the hill.
hahaha. the staircase was so high up.
when we saw that a small child was like climbing up on his own,
we were like... WE CAN DO IT!!!
after showing him around, we went to town.
gone to eat at Sakura... and then went to wisma and hereen.
as is a flesh imp dude. no shirts suited to his liking so we cioaz from there.
after that went to maestro bistro had milkshakes and floats.
then later went to esplanade... hear some jazz mini concert from the roof terrace.
the ambience was nice... but i really did wish that i was there with a boyfriend.
at least like the feeling and the ambience is like valid.

Tuesday ( 13.03.07 )
went to east coast with hIM, roz, fyzah and bro bo.
had a great day. football, swimming, running ard like mad, going nuts...
yes yes. that's like one of the things we did..
then i felt so ticklish when hIM went into the water to lift me on his shoulders.
UNSUCCESFUL SHIT lah. haha.
he lah.. dunno how to enter properly. lol.
sounds so wrong... but yeahs.
it was fun shit.
after east coast, went to bro bo's condo.
went to gym- i cycled and ran, then the guys did their muscles stuff.
i cycled until dont know where lah. ahha. hIM was like saying i look cute jogging.
wth. got liddat meh.. hahaha. jahat.
niwaes, after that swam around lah.
fyzah, roz, bro bo didnt come down with me and hIM.
so they like stay up at the condo while me and hIM went to swim and relax at the jacuzzi.
cool shit lah. quite fun. then later bro bo joined us... and then followed by the rest.
after the whole day out. i had a whole night in with hIM. watch some vcd.
i got somehow sick lah. so like was so tired and all. guess what.
both of us wanting to watch the vcd, fell asleep.. hahha.
he were like on the floor with all the pillows. haha...
ppl, dont think nonsense k. his uncle was at home okie! haha.

Wednesday (14/03/07)
went to temasek poly to reactivate my jae appeal account that got decline cos my dear sisters entered the wrong birthday.
THANKS EH?? FOR GETTING MY SPECIAL DAY WRONG.
niwaes, i got BUSINESS COMPUTING at REPUBLIC...
not the best school but i like the course.
almost jump up and down. hahaha.
msged all my concern party! hahaha. =))
then yeahs... happy!
then took my specs and then saw kukong and daryl...
saw daryl oso for a sec. shut the door straight when i found out it's him and not aunty chanel.
anyway, didnt spend time too long cos as was waiting for me.
nice dude! last minute ajak oso boleh. good good.

Thursday ( 15.06.07 )
went east coast again with hajar.
fun shit.
played football, meet people, play volleyball. fun shit.
i will miss her so much lah. she's going to ngee ann poly.
wish her luck!! =))
i wish myself luck too!! hees..

Currently... waiting for the afternoon...
going for the MOVIES!!
BLOOD AND CHOCOLATE!!!
CANT WAIT!!!