at east coast

it has been planned, tho not as proper, that the clique have a reunion.
the venue was at east coast.
the clique as in ME, nurul, ryan, daryl, danial, jas.
yes, that's the wholesome clique.
two couples two singles... just that now, it's just 6 good friends.
tho i have to protest that it is just 4 good friends.
daryl and i... NOT even in the really friendship terms.
i dont even think that we ever will be lah...
anyway, it was suppose to be a picnic, with all the members present. (daryl and i were forced!)
with all the picnic snacks laid out on the supposedly big mat.
on the contrary, only four came (me, nurul, daniel, daryl), ruffles, mineral water and F&N orange laid out on the sand cos we dont even have enough space on my red blanket like mat. =))
daryl sat on the hump of earth above the sand.. danile joined him throwing stones at some sand.
then as two monkeys that they are, threw stones at me.
daryl did too... a motion of peace? haha. doubt so...
i think he's just resisting to throw at me the biggest stone he can lay his hands on and thus causing my death! =))
such tragical situation to think of! mary like you gotta stop!
okie anyway, the day was too much of relaxing... all we did was lie down on the blanket, play boggle and then daryl just have to set the sleepy mode!
im still amazed at how he can sleep anywhere he pleases...
but before that when we all still havent caught the lazy bug, daniel and nurul just have to have the opportunity of teasing me and daryl.
i really cant help but laugh lah!
hahaha. anyways, it was also of the way danial tease that made me so tickled.
he was rummaging through daryl's wallet and he found the wallet card that i gave daryl on last year's valentine's day.
ok, it really is very sweet that he kept it until now.
but i guess now that he was caught with it, either he will dispose of it or he will just stop putting it in his wallet.
but whatever it is, i guess our friendship still can have a chance.
or i guess there really isnt... cos maybe daryl and i are just not friends material!
like what say you people?

my romance with him is already past, i have no particular prospect in my love department with him (maybe with someone new!) and i have new goals in life now. i wont let any guy ever come in that way. not even my old love, present candy man, new mr right now... whatsoever.. i guess i have to thank daryl for giving me all the heartache he gave because as of these moments, im much emotionally stronger...
thanks dude... no matter how much you claim you hate me, i know that you still care... even just as a friend. and that's what i want... nothing else.

** jas was like "GOOD GOOD. at least daryl and mary did talk here and there. there's improvement!" gosh jas. first you break us up, now you wanna push us back. headaching. lol.

going from that subject...

about me and hIM = utter confusion!
havoc in the mind.
we are friends as always.. =))
just that as of today, when he defend his actions this past few days, i feel indifferent.
somehow that is... i didnt think much about this and that this past days.
i have sobered. i have flown to a place higher than where the sea will reach me.
i told him some stuff and he explained here and there.
i dont know where it might lead.
i have no rush. im still happy being single.
im much excited to start school... im much taken in by the new goals of my life!
i just cant wait for my LAPTOP! hahahaha...
i told As that i cannot wait for it, for my school!
for everything lah.....