confession of the heart

have you ever wanted to really like somebody whom you just cant?
someone whom you feel that you cannot lose... making this the reason in which you cannot go on and confess the way you feel towards the person?
day in day out, you deny and push aside the way he makes you feel and just think of the other possibilities that he cannot like you as much as you think.
you make yourself contented that you both MUST just be friends.
you make yourself feel that whatever he sees you as MUST just be as friends.
you are afraid to let him know that you have a tinge of feeling for them...

all because YOU ARE AFRAID TO LOSE THEM IN THE END....
because as they say, all good things come to an end... even nelly futardo sings that. haha.

no more beating about the bush... yes, i feel that i want to like somebody but i just cannot...
i just dont want to lose him as my friend. i dont know... haiz.
okay, and you know maybe he just sees me as a friend.
that he likes spending time with me.
i mean friends do spend lots of time with each other anyways.
so yeahs... haiz. man, i cannot stand this... sometimes i feel i should just back away...
gosh!