Bruise, Cowardice, Embrace

Anyone who can touch can hurt your or heal
Anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you



"I bruise easily" by Natasha Bedingfield

Everyone can pretend they are great, they can wear a mask to hide from the world's prying eyes.
We can go day by day always surrounding ourselves with people to feel less lonely, but is that really the motive of being around people?
Or are we all just cowards who need presence of others to stop tears falling from our eyes.
Do we seek others' company so as to feel stronger, feeding off them unknowingly.

Are we really strong people we hope the world to see?
I'm sure we can go day in and day out disregarding the presence of the mask that help us go through the day with unscathed emotions and indifference.
Over time, the mask becomes us and it takes a special type of people who have been around you or who are patient and observant enough, to understand why we wear such masks.

Are you like this? Can you openly admit to someone you are, if not to yourself?

If you can't admit this trait to yourself, you're a coward.
What is much worst is that you are a coward to deny that you are indeed a coward.
A pitiful state to be in.

I know i have led this life.
I'm going to have to lead it again.
To prevent hurt, pain and the reality of suffering.
All i have to know is that i always need to be practical and reasonable to myself.

Leading such a life again doesn't mean i'm going to stop loving or whatever.
Leading such a life might actually avoid unnecessary negative vibes.
Embrace your cowardice act, get in touch with it and eventually, learn to deal with it.

~riding the low with style~