here's to updates!

I'm currently sitting at Teasire (cafe i work at at Ehub!) and im browsing facebook for some pictures that i might have missed seeing or which are worth it to be posted in this blog.So far of the late, i haven't been able to upload any pictures due to the inavailability of wireless connection at home.
tried getting access through an open connection, eventually my laptop almost crashed on me, so i had to make sure that i quarantine it.
well, my laptop is due to see the doctor and get confined in the 'hospital' due to the hardware AND software problems.
thank GOD dear lappy managed to hang on till the end of the two semesters.
sooo soon but indefinite, i will be sending it to Acer... which mean i have to make a painstaking journey to JURONG EAST :(

Before i forget; BELATED HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :)
Well, Shenath and i didn't make any major plan to celebrate the day, which honestly, i wasn't actually expecting anything because both of us were freaking dry in the finance dept of the late! it's soo vexing when i am hoping to commit working 'full time', but still i havent manage to land on any job :( *sobs*
Call me picky but i think weekend jobs in FNB is enough for me.
i was looking into admin assistant, retail staff or even shop assistant for the weekdays but nada! NONE! :(

and not to mention, i think Szeling is cutting me off the job offer Angie gave me due to the last event i assisted in. it was a disaster because i have school! well i do admit i shouldn't have made commitments with Patterns knowing that i have school still, but i needed the money. Then again, if she really do not want me anymore, i can't bloody hell beg her right.
Sigh. but anyway, it's okay, i guess i have nothing to hope for from the company anymore.
but i did work for them good naturedly and despite it all, never once had i actually blantantly thought bad of her like the rest of her staff.
So anyway, tomorrow i hope i will at least get hired in a retail shop in THE CENTRAL.
I submitted my resume and they have arranged for an interview, so i guess i was shortlisted. They are the only company that got back to my emailing of resume. Well, i guess despite actually not liking sales, i have to learn to excel in something i'm good at.
Well, im good in sales but i hate selling! haha. i guess i have more to learn about acceptance. *smiles*

so anyway, reverting back to VDAY.
well, shenath did the sweetest thing --- well he bought us wine and we drank the night away. and eventually leading to the best times of our lives, as always anyway... :)
only that times were the well deserved ones.
due to the days and weeks of fighting and misunderstanding, i guess we have come to the end of that phase. so start another set of phase of which we can only guess what the next BIG fight will be about. but despite it all, i really do love him.
and yes, we are very much into each other. although we drive ourselves crazy often, than not, it still comes down to whether we still want to spend our lives growing old together.
it's not going to be easy but will enough equipments to armour our love, we can win the battle on the way to our destination :)

earlier in the day, i cooked for the family!
mum finally said that my cooking skills has improved!! that i can get marry and feed children already. LOL haha
but she said i still need to practice to stabilize my skill :) yeye :D
well i have to go now, i have to restart my lappy to configure itunes8 properly.
have to transfer movies to fred's ipod. well till next time i get the chance to get wireless then! i hope to upload pictures soon.

HUGS AND KISSES!