Dance

Yesterday was horribly great!
1. Had networking module and UT4.
2. After that, i had dance... which lasted from 5pm-9pm (it was suppose to end at 8.30pm)



Networking has never been my favorite and it gets very irritating most of the time.
Especially when the concepts get so hard.
For class, we had the freedom to choose our team.
Of which, i sat at the available seat. Which later got filled up with three of the people i like to work with.
Of course, later on, there was one more, Guan Wen.
The team was good in a way that everyone did something. And everyone is actually discussing.
Contribution of work and team work was obvious. So it made the problem easier to come by =)

UT4 was crazy! i don't even know half of what the hell the test was asking.
However, i knew about the internet protocols and the TCP, UDP connections.
All those networking shit is getting to me. But it went better than my Database UT4 =)
So it wasn't really so bad =D

Now dance. Tho i love it so much, i felt like i wasn't a trained dancer, nor i didn't have backgrounds.
I feel that way mainly because i find that i couldn't catch up with the routine as fast i as used to.
Like i have short term memory problems =(
It is really very weird knowing that last time, dance was such a breeze to me.
Then again, 2 years of not training - this is the result!
But now, i have a reason to really train.
Because, i will be a part of the dance piece that is held in November!
So exciting.

Zaini said that all of us in the team MUST have something that he saw in us,
that's why he chose us, among the many who auditioned.
And that we must realize what is it that is our strong point and must be proud of it.
The master of dance has good speeches going along last night.
And it helped...
I just hope that when the going gets tough, i'll always try harder.
And the one thing the seniors and the master himself said was, 

HAVE FAITH, Never give up.

Internalize and come to class like a sponge, throw away all the things that you know about dance, 
and refresh from there...
Only then will you learn to really work and learn with everyone.
And i guess, it also apply to other things.
He has said quite a number of things and yet, these few things are the ones i heard clearly.
I have something to work hard for but first, everything shall begin in me.

I should have a date with myself... haha =)
Have to change my lifestyle for the better.

Always just remind myself that i love dance and i am excited about the year end performance!

Well, i have to go. Ciaoz... and yes, i didn't go to school again.
I'm at home, calling in sick =D