updates

before i begin the updates, i would like to say

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR BLOGGY.
YAY!!

anniversary : june 15

so now, lemme fill ya with the updates.
but before you read on, there are things that i want to tell ya all first.

i was like in a dream-like state
not knowing if it was a dream or reality
of which i have to keep telling myself that it is real
and i wasnt dreaming

after that night, i came up with an advise:
being drunk and not knowing anything is a choice
and those who dont have a strong will to keep at least half sober,
ur in danger, esp fer girls.
people who are feeling down and who are too emotional about certain thing
will have trouble putting their guard up.
i can say this cos ive experience this.

1. club info - went with laura babe. whheeeees.

ok. I was REJECTED from O-bar and dbl-O, i was underage!!! i AM 19- for goodness sake and i felt soo underage. cos since like i-dunno-when-they-changed date, only aged 2o+ and above are allowed entry! gosh.
seriously, i was dejected. uugghhh! the last time i went dbl-O i was like allowed entry lah!
so anyway, we went to cheekys instead. yeps
they didnt even check my id or maybe they've seen me there before or whatever.
been long since ive been there and the crowds have changed.
i didnt see so many whites there anymore. ("i prefer blacks", says laura. hees)
for me, i prefer spanish/ italilians - hees.

so anyway at Cheekys, there were butches there and then THE WORST EYE CONTACT EVER was when this butch was like having this eye contact with me - like ugghh, im straight!!!
so i was just there drinking and drinking and drinking! danced only when hana came.
tho it's a sad thing that she has to go off early, she has sch the next day.
the songs there aint soo good, except for those a lil catchy rnb. love em
(i just have to say! the dj's cute - hees)
but i dun care, wasnt even into dancing there anyways,
and i dont think i danced tt much that night lah.
11.30pm, 13th june 2007 - I WAS ALREADY SEMI-DRUNK
gosh.
i should feel so after drinking 10 glasses of whiskey coke and 1 vodka.
then at mos, i drank 1 can of beer - gosh. IMAGINE i was lucky i was with good company and i still have my guard (semi) up.
but all i just wanted was to sleep. i remember fighting to that.

then so after cheeky's we went to mos.
it was freaking packed! it was retro night - so rnb was at smooth.
hmms then so we were at the main arena first. twas not the best really - but twas FUN
but at this time, i see people as if i was dreaming. like as if they werent real. lol
this feeling sucks to let ya'll know.
so like anyway, i think we all went to the second floor.
(oh i forgot to add, Zach and Laura's bro - shit i forgot his name!!! haha - met us before entering mos)
so like went to pure; gosh!!! i love the round sofas, lucky laura was holding me - i think id jump on em and just sleep.
i wanted nothing but to just sleep at that point.. uuggh!
okay, then we went to retro room and we stayed there for quite awhile- they bought more drinks
at this point i know i have to get myself together, cos laura babe is freaking high
then guess who we saw? KUMA - shim's soo pretty, she's really a pretty tranny
MUST-SEE PICS =))
we're like the only one she took with at that period. hehe ( yeah i love myself )
so later on, drank more - ugghhh the beer bellly!!!! ima have to abstain from drinkin!!!
yawwns. hmmms wat else - oh yeah.
went to smooth, the first time going in there, i felt like WTF! it's freaking full.
then the second time was worst, the damn bouncer was holding up people at the entry.
but i manage to squeeze in through till right at the door - hehe
mainly smiled at the boys so i got away with it (i soo love myself, conceited me - uggh)
then there were this two ladies at the entry too. so total there were me&laura, then the 2 of em
the bouncer is refusing entry!! goddamit!
i soo wanted to laugh really - one of em was like flirting with the bouncer- uggh so not cool
waiting for nuts, i asked the dude, why the hell is he holding up people.
then he gave the excuse that there were too many people in the room already... like duh.
everyone's looking for the rnb anyway. ahah
but then like after a few minutes of reasoning with him, he let me and laura enter! yay.
then the boys behind us also got in haha.
then ms laura wanted to dance with dudes. i was like tryna keep her to myself - sheesh
and i was successful, and also, i found a great place just near the bar.
there were more ladies at that side - and no butch! (ntg against em but at that point i was phobic)
so like me and laura were dancing away - the boys got soo closed then - so i stopped.
i turned and gave em the eye and good that they keep off - so not cool
(look but no touching man! - ya'll should know tt)
lol i shook it like i just dont care - make em go nuts - lol im sadistic
err fine, jean.. shut up! like so what. anyway, been long since i danced like that. hehe
but at least i was with laura - am more demure when im dancing with my guy frens. haha

okay so i saw him, then i turned away. i ignored him! so totally.
of all places he just have to keep walking up and down the place i was with laura.
so anyway, whenever i saw him, i turn away. when he saw me, he turn away. we're soo childish
then i dunno if it was soo meant to be or a freaking coincident, uggh.
so i was dancing rite, then my hands hit someone
then i looked up - uggh so happen to be him, i was like OOPPS. and he was like OOPS.
then he turned away, i turned away- minded my own business after tt
hahaha - i know i know. im retarded. i wanna see him but i still turn away.
what can i say? being ex lovers just spoiled it all. uggh

so anyways, we joined with laura's bro and zach outside mos, so i saw jas too( he was the bouncer outside)
then they were complaining that they didnt geta enter. then i told em, come with us.
they will definitely get to enter. ahaha.
so like we entered smooth again, danced fer awhile and then went out again.
and then outside, i had to act as laura's bro's girlfren, cos there was this gal laura was telling me about. err when i saw (yes, i just rmbred laura's bro's name : carl) hahaha.
so when i saw his ex gal that he wanted to make jealous, i was like..
"dude, you can like do sooo much better! like for real lah."
uuggh. anyways, i didnt really acted as his gal, more like stand beside him and that's all. ahaha
but anyways, awww he still love her... like ssoooo swwweeetttt. hahhaa
okay, so then we head home - tts all.

story done! and for shitty reason, pics cannot be uploading - bloggers fault
but i will upload is sooon...

p.s. sorry for the very late updates - was really busy lah. been resting and out.
now, im sick! ugghhh. so after this, i sooo want to sleep till tmr morn when im up fer sch!!!
yay school! at least i have things to do now.. rather than go out and spend money
i spent like $250 plus liddat since last friday. uggh
not counting last tuesday!! uugggh i hate myself sometimes. i need to save
OH YAY...
6 months from now - MAJOR TRIP TO THE PHIL AWESOM BEACH
so like me and jan are planning to stay there for a week, at my grands place for a week and then we separate to our own individual family - we are sooo gona get a car and fake license there! hahaha =))
anyways, ciaos for now, wanna slp.
good nights.
muahs