total day

today went fine but as i was like heading home, i became soo emo.
gosh. i need ppl ard me more. it was after i said goodbye to jan, nish and jo.
arrgh!
seriously lah. i need to even try stop getting whacked by the memories.
but then it is true that a person who has truly given her heart to another,
is left broken and bare more than the receiver of that heart.
so before we end up giving our heart, see if we can trust them.
but seeing can be illusional.
then again, if you feel out for that person,
it aint reliable too. cos why?
feelings can be misleading?
the penetration of that arrow to the heart wen we fall in love has two effects,
we bleed for love or we're bleeding cos it was truly painful.
i experienced both. haha.
then i dont know why i dont really feel bothered now.
yes, i still have that love for the mr.
but then, to me it seems that either i know there is more to now
or is it just plain to see that i have turned numb?

i have some messages!-------------------------------------------
THE SISTERS : I LOVE AND MISS YA ALL.
MR: you're an idiot for ignoring whatever emotions you have. and i tot you were so much better than any others. you disappointed me... but thanks fer the memories dear. loves.
RPfrens: JEAN's a lil POSSESSED! hahahahha. (jan, do your job! :P)
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im currently on a diet! haha.
im going on a weekday food control and weekends of fitness leisure!
**one month trial...
and guess what? im feeling hungry now!!! arrghh!
haha. gone case lah!
yawwnns. cant wait for the weekends. lols

muahugs!
ciaos