mr sandman

okay, so im still awake now.
so? big deal. there are like a lot of other ppl still awake now. right?
haha. okay, i know that i should not still be awake right now. but damn it,
i spent the whole day sleeping.
im feeling a lil bit guilty that im not even asleep yet at this time of the night.
when i woke up from a huge rest just now, i just had to get up, freshen up, watch some retardedly hilarious movie, and then hit the net.
then i ended up watching a dvd PRIME. ( i so need to return this dvd to hIM already and get back my cds from him too. )
anyways, before watching the movie, i was chatting with fyz and then i just had to switch on my webcam and i was goofing around as usual.
showing her all my stuff toys... then after that she had to say goodbye cos she's going to be talking to her mr eyecandy... sigh. i want an eyecandy too... or maybe just a mr sandman!!
haha... anybody want to be my sleeping buddy? p.s. you have to be single and open-minded.
hahaha. i sound so pervertic. like shit. anyways, the movie i just saw was so heart warming.
kinda sorta... i dont know. haha. i just feel that i need to start school soon.
ideas just keep rushing in on me. even tho im not really into having a relationship now but im like having thoughts of why not have a relationship now? like would it even make a diff if i hold it 3 years later.
would it matter if i were to have the relationship now or later... if it's fated i cant run from it right? so yeahs.
i guess if i do ever encounter a choice whether to jump into a relationship then i shall consider.
hmmms, i shall see about the situation...
but i still think that im jinx!
after my previous relationship with daryl... im starting to think that im jinxed...
like even though i have a chance to have someone really sweet and nice, something just wont happen. like gosh. help me?? anyone!
=) but im keeping my options open... maybe the jinx might not be a jinx after all.
maybe it's just not meant to be... like i really just have to find myself first.
haha. okay, i gtg hit the bed before mr sandman leaves me again.
okie okie. im gone!
ciaoz!

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