cant sleep

the firsts thing i want you all to do is to look at the time of my previous entry and the time of this entry...
i swear i wish for sleeping pills right now!!

i thought that i was already asleep just now but then i was mistaken.
after i posted that the previous entry, i lay down, switch off all the songs.
then surprisingly jas dear called, he was impersonating a police officer and he was telling me that im to come down to the police station for raping a guy i call sista gay! lol
i was in the "ok-dude-i'll-play-along" mood.. so yeahs. up till the part where i just have to cut the whole conversation of lame impersonations.
he was telling me that he was waiting for daryl and ryan to finish getting ready - they are going for some drinking session! he said, "wanna drink? confirm ur headache gone one"
wtf. i wish...
**im drinking tmr (hmms i mean tonight) but i swear i wont be drunk. no no no! never again.

then i switch off my phone and i slept! (i wasnt asleep! i was continually forcing myself to!)

okay anyways, i was in bed at 2plus when i realise that i really cant force myself to sleep anymore.
so i went to the toilet, freshen up and then i thought i can like sleep straight.
WHERE THE FUK IS MY SANDMAN!
i couldnt sleep lah! (im still wishing for sleeping pills.)
so upon surrendering to being awake, i switched on my hp, then it vibrated. i had a message.
"you're nt clubbing tonight ryt?" WTF.
i already told my kuzin that im sick and then he still ask me if im going clubbing or nt.
(**kuz, sometimes u can really be a blockhead!)
i didnt reply him at all lah. im frustrated enough to even reply anyone at all lah.
after reading his msg, i switched it off again.

then so here i am in the darkness of my room at 3plus am in the wee hours of the night, like a damn fool, im typing away in this blog.
i wonder how the hell am i going to survive when school starts.
GOD help!

i think i really need a bed buddy. -im going to log off now. im starting to yawwwnnn!

okie ciaoz. love love love!