movie marathon with Imran

After the whole thing planned, i slept.
Today, i had a movie marathon with Im at his place...
we watched John Tucker Must Die, Tokyo Drift and Ghost Game.
the best movie was the first. the worst was the last.
i had lunch at his place and then we watched all the way from 1pm plus to almost 7pm.
i left his place not long after the 3rd movies. i started to have the flu lah...
Im fell asleep watching Tokyo Drift. i duno how the hell he can fall asleep at a nice movie lah. wth.
hahaha. but we both agree that the first movie was the best and it is!
it was about this damn player who got played out in the end by someone who he fell in love with.
omg... i hope im not a player. but i was last time and im aware of it. haiz.
i think cos i havent met that one person yet.
i dont know if what i did before was playing around though... anyways, i was sorree for them.
i guess i just didnt want to have my heart broken that's why i leave whenever i want to.
or i leave whenever i feel that i may start to love that person im dating.. haiz.
(and i serial date to see how tolerant the guy can be... i noe i noe, im a bitch)

sometimes, it is fated that i dont end up with somone.
really, it's either that if im thinking of going on with somebody, either that day wont happen or something bad will crop out so the plan wont be able to get executed.
hmms. sometimes, it is creepy. =) but sometimes it is for the best of it.

anyways, im the type who falls in love at the slowest rate possible.
some say that maybe my heart still belonged to the guy who i last fell in love with...
BUT to me, i havent met that one yet!! damn it!! sigh.. wahaha.. or maybe i have... just have...
but damn it, it is too early to say anything. cos i really dont want to spoil any friendship that i had fostered.
not even with Im. i mean we are good friends.. although like Hid teases here and there, but yes, we are just friends.
=)
and what happened to Boi you all ask? i dont know honestly... he rarely calls me nowdays ever since his hp got confiscated.
the rope that he is catching me with honestly seems to just have been loosen up and i dont feel obliged to just give him anymore answer. i still just want him to be my friend first.
like i said i dont want to spoil the friendship that i have fostered with anyone cos of love.
sigh.
talking about friendships, Jas was complaining to me about how he screwed Daryl up.
to us, he really changed a lot. i dont understand why he really start to become such a real ass.
i mean i know he is but not to this extend.
after i left, it seems like he just went berserk. going on to do what he likes and never thinking about the feelings of others. now he avoids me with the reason that he and i just know.... hmms. and what a jerk he is becoming.
he was such a jerk to Farah. and he deserve to be alone! until he comes to his senses.
he wonders why until now he cannot get girls from his environment now... i tell you all, he will never ever have someone to love him for his flaws and for his greatness until comes a time where he admits his mistake and not just push it off and run away.
how i loathe what he become i alone knows. so as for now, i just extend my pity towards him.

oks.. i want to sleep.... must be a good anak dara kan Im?? hahaha.
+toddles+