far away

we spent the last three days spending time, and yet
it doesnt seem enough.

he already left for his country early this afternoon at 3pm.
he's already there in sri lanka, miles and two and half hours away.

when he was going to leave, it made me think about the many times that we didnt spend in liplock. felt as if all the amount of times that we kissed and hugged wasnt enough!
and the amount of love we have had wasnt enough and that we could do a lot more.

for two weeks i will have to miss his kiss, hugs, loving and whatever and he too,
and i know it isnt two years or two millenium, but seems like a lifetime.
two occasions that i will miss him around isnt helping the loneliness, but coping need be done.

as long as he's happy to be home and spending christmas together with his family, im sure he's happy. it is really important to be really together with your family in christmas.
if you have a family, please be with them.
for those who are going to be alone in christmas, do something by yourself but still celebrating christmas....
for new year's eve... just do something almost great :)

yawns.

so anway, after sending shenath off.
i went to meet my girlfriends, jar and hid.
ling's aunt passed away, having done a superman, nurul's sick, influenza
went to lucky plaza and had some indonesian food, jar's chosen spot.
had mee bakso.
chatted with the girls about lots of things, and it continued all through the starbucks
where we poured all our shits down.

was really harsh (in a sisterly way) to hid about ditching us and me
i told her how i felt and she told me how she felt.
above all aspects, i know her... in and out. so it would really be shitty if we dont work out our friendship.
well, lets hope for the best.

then otw home, shenath contacted me.
cant wait to call him later.
i love you darling.
missing you already.

hugs