on reserved updates.

there may be possibility that jan is going into depression.
why?
because he's jealous i have Mr. Crush, whom he helped tremendously to fixed up with me, without my consent,
I REPEAT - without my consent.

okay that is not what i wanted to update on. So here it is;
The day turned out okay.
the fact that Mr. Crush did not turn up suddenly, during the time that i was having rudolph's (the reindeer) nose, was really a blessing.
i was close to rushing to the ladies' to touch up on my already-unfresh-sickly face when i smelled the rat.
jan was about to almost succeed in tricking me.
the whoreness! uggh

well, we ended up chatting over the msn.
it was not bad for the first time talking, it was cool.
found that he is an outgoing and open-minded person.
that's already a plus.
but anyhoo, i would so totally not want to place too fat a hope into this.
i mean it is still there in the crush zone.
it might crash half way through the flight.
but if he and i gets along rather well, i wont deny i can like him.
:D yayness for me! it's like a fresh new chapter in the love dept.

anyway, the trick Jan made seemed to happen like unexpectantly.
that frenwhore of mine has 'salty tongue'!
so like after chatting with mr. crush, he asked to meet, at least for a while.
then yeahs, lucky i lost the red nose within like an hour.
haha, so went to meet him for a while lah.

then after Jan's class we ate at the canteen.
i saw the two guys i saw in the library in the canteen.
of which one is so cute, he has dimples.
gosh... nice nice... im a sucker for dimples and nice eyes.
which explains my choice in Mr. Crush and the sudden attraction to this guy name Shah.

ya okay, im sucha whore.
First is Mr. Crush and then Shah, like wtf.
Jan was so pissed.
[recalling]
shah was eating diagonally behind me, so was stealing glances at him and all, like some girl do.
so happens after he finished, he was walking out of the canteen when we had eye contact, then he smiled.
his dimples are soo ugggh! *melts*
the funny part was that when we were busy smiling at each other, he slammed into his friend.
i almost laughed out loud. wahahaha

Anyway, so this friend of shah passed me a note, with his number and all.
so i decided to like give it a try.
test the waters... then *chechang* he was so cute over the phone too.

okay like enough.
im still crushing on mr. crush here.
hehe i was reasoning out to Jan that i am not attached with Mr. Crush so it is like okay to talk to Shah, right?
Nothing wrong.

so far, i have a plan to go out with Mr. Crush tmr.
i hope he really wakes up after boozing the night away.
if he is really reading this, i hope to see him... like whatever.
hehe

ciaos now.
muahs