continuation of the PREVIOUS ENTRY.
i was smiling and im smiling as i write this... but it isnt as broad as just now lah.
it was like reliving the days that i am crushing on him. gosh. and then reliving our memories of just having some talks.
my heart just beat sooo hard. from my house all thru till his house.
then i saw him lying down on the floor and then rain.
i didnt see kukong so i kinda wake him up and ask. BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS!
i hate that tattoo on him! gosh. okay anyways, i still say it is NOT REAL!!!
arrggh. nvm. but i lost my right in him lah. arrrgh. ** i wish i wish it isnt real.
okay anyways, after not talking with him for sucha long time, and after him having to stomach avoiding me, WE ARE OKAY. =)
**i rather have you as my friend than not have you in my life at all... =))
anyways, it was really very nice to like really talk to him again and have the peace that i so long for. and i get to tell him some things that i want to say. esp about It.
and also the question that i just so want to know. it came out so randomly lah... i thought i didnt dare cos like of what happened and all. and him avoiding me.. like finally =)
then i kinda told him and reprimanded him about avoiding me and all lah...
but the saying bye for the day was kinda weird for me lah. cos as usual i will kiss him or he kiss me on the cheeks. but like sooo weird lah. we just say "bye" then i straight away walk off. haha.
**haiya but he never say about the girl leh. haiz. nvm. i think soon he will... like he denying only. tst. haiya i also cant be bothered lah. im just so happy that we are finally talking again.
so means he have somehow forgiven me? i hope lah. he is forgiving lah i know but he took sooo long to stop avoiding me i thought it will be a few years more till he stop it lah.
arrgh but the tattoo is still itching me the wrong way lah. hahaa. then i was like "WHY U PUT SEY!"
then i will say, "haiya nvm lah.. ur body right. nvm. haiz"
after that i will ask him again why he put. then i think he got annoyed he shouted to rain, "eh boy, sound her sikit why i put" ... alah, i know lah i know lah! no need to slap it in my face lah.
*oh but i wanna hear and see about the girl... see if she's okay lah. but he like soo denying lah...
then he was like complaining after she call. i know it was her lah cos he talk differently to other girls. i KNOW... please, i read him like a book...
i was smiling and im smiling as i write this... but it isnt as broad as just now lah.
it was like reliving the days that i am crushing on him. gosh. and then reliving our memories of just having some talks.
my heart just beat sooo hard. from my house all thru till his house.
then i saw him lying down on the floor and then rain.
i didnt see kukong so i kinda wake him up and ask. BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS!
i hate that tattoo on him! gosh. okay anyways, i still say it is NOT REAL!!!
arrggh. nvm. but i lost my right in him lah. arrrgh. ** i wish i wish it isnt real.
okay anyways, after not talking with him for sucha long time, and after him having to stomach avoiding me, WE ARE OKAY. =)
**i rather have you as my friend than not have you in my life at all... =))
anyways, it was really very nice to like really talk to him again and have the peace that i so long for. and i get to tell him some things that i want to say. esp about It.
and also the question that i just so want to know. it came out so randomly lah... i thought i didnt dare cos like of what happened and all. and him avoiding me.. like finally =)
then i kinda told him and reprimanded him about avoiding me and all lah...
but the saying bye for the day was kinda weird for me lah. cos as usual i will kiss him or he kiss me on the cheeks. but like sooo weird lah. we just say "bye" then i straight away walk off. haha.
**haiya but he never say about the girl leh. haiz. nvm. i think soon he will... like he denying only. tst. haiya i also cant be bothered lah. im just so happy that we are finally talking again.
so means he have somehow forgiven me? i hope lah. he is forgiving lah i know but he took sooo long to stop avoiding me i thought it will be a few years more till he stop it lah.
arrgh but the tattoo is still itching me the wrong way lah. hahaa. then i was like "WHY U PUT SEY!"
then i will say, "haiya nvm lah.. ur body right. nvm. haiz"
after that i will ask him again why he put. then i think he got annoyed he shouted to rain, "eh boy, sound her sikit why i put" ... alah, i know lah i know lah! no need to slap it in my face lah.
*oh but i wanna hear and see about the girl... see if she's okay lah. but he like soo denying lah...
then he was like complaining after she call. i know it was her lah cos he talk differently to other girls. i KNOW... please, i read him like a book...
oh and about the question, he was still concerned and that's why i think he's worth it. =)
i cant believe that despite it all, he still do care...
thanks mi amor. LO SIENTO
that's all i can say and all that i want to say...
so like the 5 or 6 of us are gonna go out this tuesday... i hope it happens. cant wait! =)
sooo the day is good and so the day is worthwhile.
**an ounce of actions is a ton of theory**
this is really a good qoute cos today, i went all out to fix us =)
and i hope this peace lasts. =)))
loved.
P.S. nurul and i will be seeing RIVERMAYA concert tmr.
ciaoz!
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