what a fugged day

today totally wasn't my day.

i am totally fugged today.
this is the first time - i repeat - the first time that i got totally shot at, for almost everything that is in the powerpoint conclusion!

today's problem was to find solution that would cater to the needs of everyone to ensure that road safety is established with the massive population of republicans coming to woodlands as their main point of destination, that would therefore cause congestion.

as with comparison to the others, our motion was to cancel of the first break out,
whereby tosay that we can do without the first break and really just touch on an intensive group discussion and make it more productive.
and with this conclusive statement, we were set on fire with their alibi saying that the first break out is to cater to the group on discussing the problem that has been the source of a
major dispute.
i sensed a total and deliberate dislike among the class audience and the lack of open-mindedness.

we were not stating to cancel off the PBL system, keep the damn system, but change the timing of the different years to a much more obvious difference.
30mins allowance time is still not effective - congestion is still there.
whatever is done, like what the other team's motion of building underground walkway and overhead bridge of 560m in distance, will not be plausible and it will have a lot of problems in the long run.

but who am i kidding, i think everyone decided that today is the day that my team got shot at.
and i was never in a team - i repeat - never in a team which got taken out at. uggh
it was totally fug. but in all sense, i learned to stand ground.
just that, yihao almost lost it. he was so pissed at the faci i can see smoke emitting from him.
well, who could be blamed but the counter productivity being with your peeps can do.
hehe, vanessa, yihao and sandy happened to be in the same team - cody was not though
if he so happened to be, i think we would never get anything done! haha.

okay after class, i went for the cypher interview.
i would not really pray to get in and be a member but i would pray not to be declined either.
talk about being indecisive, im totally being an insatiable idiot.
i know no one would beg to differ with my statement - im a pure retard sometimes
i even drive myself nuts.

to add to my 'oh-so-wonderful' day, i called to confirm hidayah's availability for tomorrow's redemption booth job.
SHE DITCHED ME - for her project meeting
everyone's being a totally bitch adding to my fugged day.
hehe but then Jen dear is coming! yeay
to hidayah, you're still a bitch, but thanks for letting Jen know k =) ur still a bitch
anyway, it's a work-a-weekend for me - i enjoy it. i have time to kill
PLUS, i get extra cash just by killing time.
but i got to do this [CREDITS: Yihao (for introducing this job)]




today i was sitting down and reminiscing about my past,
i have truly let go of everything but i still do think of him,
our happy moments, i smile brightly;
but our torments, i hate and shun.
there is no point in even thinking of a future,
because i would not want to be your slave.
you're love is not love, it's slavery...
now that i have broken free, i would never ever come back.