whatever part 2

i havent slept properly since the induced labour my mother has experienced.
as i have earlier proclaimed, i have a new baby brother.
he looks like my dad, his eyes however, has a tinge of Bautista in them.

i am currently tapping into others internet.
my internet is down =( kinda cause a contact barrier b/w me and shen but im still able to find devices to get through to him. phew.. im sucha good girlfriend right?
haha and jan, stop protesting that im still not his girlfriend.
im his "woman"... (i would so prefer to be called his lady)
haha... whatever...
yesterday, we were smsing about how fast it seems that we got together and how long it felt that we knew each other.
then i forgot to recount that part when i told him that maybe at the end of the year i might have to fly to the phil to do some stuff-cum-vacation...
then he pops that question. then i asked him, so it means that it's exclusive that we are seeing each other?
then he on the other hand seem to get it wrong and say that i want to see some other people. lol what the hell.
it doesnt mater. i know that if we really end up as in OFFICIALLY TO THE WORLD together, then things will materialise.
then again, im afraid that i might get dump for doing some stupid mistake and im afraid id back out in the last minute, or he might do some stupid mistake and get dumped by me.
either ways still seem quite possible right?
uggh i dont know.
well, i better get back now.
i didnt bring my hp and i know he has already finished work.
he's bound to sms me 20 mins ago and im still here typing away.
going going gone!
poof!