controlled controversy

Im typing this entry in the bus, to kill the 45 minutes that I could spend doing other productive things…

Talk about being productive, someone really made me realize a lot about being business minded.

I am business minded; however, I feel that my need for stability and security blinds me and is the cause of my weakness

I have to make money work for me and not work for money.

I am glad that I am ‘taught’ by Ken.

I am glad I met this type of person – who himself had been and employee and an employer before.

Today I spent 45 minutes talking with him about business and life.

Apparently, from his experience, life is not something easy and ‘risk-less’.

Day in day out, we must take in risk to benefit ourselves.

My first assignment is to read up Rich Dad Poor Dad and second is to learn to SELL.

Sell what exactly?

Whatever…

Vague as it may seem, I realize that the aspects of selling benefits individuals in their daily life.

I am so happy that I have Ken for a potential mentor! (Oh well he so is anyway, right?)

Thanks boss!

For our gossip arena, it is something exciting though.

I found out something that I did not expect – Mr. X is already dating one of the girls in class – according to certain reliable sources =)

I wish you both good lucks if it’s serious business or not, okay?

Then you ask why don’t I expect it?

1. I did not think Mr. X is good enough for her. (jean your such a bitch)

2. I thought she was supposed to be attached! (I guess I was behind time)

3. I was not informed! (Being the supposed gossip collector, I am behind time!!!)

Okay, whatever to those who knows them.

Cross your fingers for more information okay. After which we shall not dwell into them.

I so hate nosing into people’s events!

Anyway, not only them that caused some ‘controversy’ in class.

For some apparent reason, mix-and-match fiesta has never been so thrilling.

It gives me goose bumps and elation at the same time.

Like for example, there was this hugging session for two unlike pair.

For an instance it would dare not cross my mind that they are even together.

*Im sorry for having to be discreet about the last two pair. I have to protect them too, you see =)

Anyway, today’s class proved to be a little bit full of miscommunications.

For those classmates reading, you all should be very much informed.

To those ‘uninformed’ peeps, basically, the debate we all had today was too confusing even for my own supposed intelligence – more to a bimbo’s intelligent!

I cannot say that I sucked for today’s debate, I did everything to the best I could (at least for the day’s quality. Hehe)

Anyway, whatever it was, everyone did their best.

Just to highlight this main event that I wish the readers (even the person herself) should take note of.

For reasons of good, I must say that everyone should put their private issues aside.

It cripples everyone who seems to have nothing in mind but to have fun.

I am not saying that everyone including herself is not entitled to feel degraded and discriminated against, given the fact that people are truly stating things that is about her or some sort.

What I really want to say is that she (you my dear) need to stop taking things personally.

Also, those people who have things to say that you know is not going to help but to just put fuel to the fire, JUST SHUT UP and respect their ways of action.

If you so need to do say anything for the sake of entertainment, don’t even think about it!

Or for the least of it, ask their permission okay?

Okay, enough about these.

I FINALLY FOUND HIM!!!

*hyperventilate*

I was about to give up and then I did! Okay stopping here.

Gosh. Jan, I know you know who im talking about…

=) okay, he’s just someone I find so alluring. I don’t know! It’s infatuation.

But who cares? It doesn’t matter okay.

Infatuation or not, as long as he makes me ‘shiver’- in a good way though – I so totally don’t mind!!!

Okay, something to laugh about… LOVE.

Dear Love,

When are you going to come back to me?

Sometimes I feel your absence and it causes me to wonder if I did anything to offend you.

Why don’t you come no more?

Why don’t you light up my ‘nights’ no more?

Is it always going to be a ‘lost forever’?

You cannot do this to me, love you love me.

You cannot pull away from me.

So you have to come back.

Wake me up from this slumber I am in.

Take me away from all of this cheap love.

Take me…

Come to me…

I call for you to touch me now…

Love… I want to feel you again.

With love,

Your love.