hypo-bitch

tired from work - i hate being sickly really.
my health is really deteriorating.
i really want to do yoga now! or maybe that trip to Italy!
but like $60,000 worth of medical health insurance, for a short trip?
if i were millionaire then i would just so do it.

LEMME FEATURE A TOPIC: HYPOCRISY, BACKSTABBING, RUMORS, FOUL-MOUTHING

anyway... hypocrisy is so like high school - in this case secondary school and
RUMORS, uggh, that comes along with it.

so i decided to gather some words of advise to people who are being victimized by this.
actually there is a simple reason why people tend to be hypocrites...
there are the good and bad side of it. but i'd be talking of the bad here...

HYPOCRISY : Insincerity by virtue of pretending to have qualities or beliefs that you do not really have

most of us people are hypocrite in a good way. but also, a lot of us people are doing it the bad way.
(i wanna emphasize that this has nothing to do with the previous post. i have forgiven her.
we are friends AGAIN. i love her again- friendly speaking!)

this is some of them...
1. SPREADING TO OTHERS UNTRUTHFUL STUFF ABOUT SOMEONE
2. BEHAVING AS IF YOU ARE AN (GOD-DAMN-U) ANGEL IN FRONT OF OTHERS WHEN UR A DEMON-CHILD
3. YOU HAVE THE LOWEST SELF-ESTEEM
4. YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS OF OTHER PEOPLE
5. WHEN YOUR INSECURITY LEVEL EATS YOU UP INSIDE OUT
6. WHEN U GOT NOTHING TO DO

anyway, there are people out there who are doing just about everything you did not expect them to do behind your back.
going at it about you just about to everyone who have ears that your this and that.
they dont care what time is it, where it is, how it is done... they just do it..
they feel that just by bad-mouthing you, they can make themselves feel satisfied about their own insecurities.
they feel that by the every downfall that they cause other people, they are elevated in the society.
it is like as if they really must go on about their victims and if they dont, they will just die.
not to forgetting to mention that these people are those who have something against you completely and the fact that they are the ones who do not know you.
they are the pretenders.
the ones who pretend to be your friends and when you think that they are likely to push it behind your backs, they just shoot you down from the back.
the only symptoms is that the people around you are the ones pulling away from you.
the other friends who are innocent minded and are easily instigated on are the ones who just sit there and takes in whatever this bad-mouther says.
they are what i call backless or should i just say spineless.
well, the only thing so spineless about this is that the spineless let these demonic shitheads to rule over their minds.
they let themselves be manipulated and therefore causing hurt to others even though they do not know the truth.
well, then again. i might be wrong.
maybe these spineless are the bitchers too. whatever...

but put this in mind people or victims:
this people spread rumors that are untrue about you when like all the time
because they see the things that they lack in you... whatever personality that you have that they want, those kinda things.
everything that comes out from their mouth is just their made up shit about you, because they are dying to blind people from seeing what you're really about.
so advises?

1. never stoop as low as they are willing to - uphold ur dignity
2. never be the one to be really affected - let them go at it about you, it's not true anw.
3. the most important advise - KEEP A HIGHER SELF-ESTEEM.

:) ive been bitched at. (accidentally or purposely) whatever, so i know how you people feel.
not just these previous days, but the last 18 years of my life, i know i have been bitched at.
so it dun really matter to me cos i know that the truth always come up.
just that if it dont and if matters come to worst, i handle them. HOW?

OH YOU'D BE SURPRISE.

so to whoever is fanatic about me, whether u are a potential or already an expert...
just go at it... just continue doing so... maybe u can add this

1. I AM THE B.I.T.C.H you can never be
2.I AM THE FOOL you cant fool
3.I AM THAT IDIOT who will be your salvation**

* TERMS AND CONDITIONS APPLY *

credits to you(u know you who are) =))

anyhoo, to you dear gal...
i hope that nothing of those things that happened previously will happen again k?
plus, uphold ur promise. this is the last time im forgiving you..
muahs.