Just A Woman

I am just a woman
who lost herself trying
to please everyone as
a sense of responsibility

I am just a woman
who fought battles she knows
she can't win while
living a dark fairy tale

I am just a woman
with conflicting emotions
insatiable desires and
uncertain nuances of love

I am clouded with longings
Thirst unquenchable
I yearn for control
Yet hate a life of routines

I cannot function
head and heart combine
for one cannot
be loving two masters

I am just a woman
with belief firm and strong
to love what's good
and abhor what's evil

I am just a woman
who trusted no one till
One came along
love I learnt from Him

I am just a woman
who met God
and was changed
forever amen

I realized truly
head and heart are one
a decision to make
where two are required

No more joke
More comfort
Life past I bid adieu
I move forward

I am just a woman
walking in green grass
pastures on the other
side of heaven i reside

I am just a woman
keeping astride faith
hoping for a new
life to live with love

I am just a woman
loving more
fearing less
opening deeper

I smile wider
I tear deeper
I remember this feeling
a feeling called love

What is love really?
Now, that's for another story.