worst day ever

the worst day this year, i must say is on the 31st october 2008, halloween night.
wait to come to think about it, it was NOVEMBER 1. hmms
it sucks to the core because there was a lot of event that led to its major worst-day-award.
1. the halloween night didn't turn out as expected
2. the fun in that night was utterly subjective!
3. i had the nagging feeling that something awful was going to go wrong
4. and yes, something did go wrong!

it all started when we were making our way to the last club stop...
when laura lost her camera. half of the night's pictures were stored there!  
and not forgetting her treasured pictorial memories were there too
and that it was her mum's...

so she dropped it when we made our way to the other side of the road to attica.
then somebody picked it up, and it was gone.
all done in splits of seconds... damn that fucker who took that camera!

well, the whole wreck extended to me and bf.
as we made some misunderstandings sound and the night erupted in intensed disagreement.
but as the night proceeded, we it all led to talks of marriage and that we should always work it out. in this we both have the same thoughts.
no matter how much we disagreed each other, tell off each other and loathe each other,
it all comes down to whether we want to spend the rest of the lifetime with each other.
and from there, it all forms the conclusion of making the best out of the shits of life.
that we have to keep remembering that we have to make things work!
why? because we love each other,
and seeing things fall down the drain will be the worst disappointment ever.
love you sweetheart.

so anyway, the day couldn't really do good for us.
guess what?? i lost my clutch bag!
it all contained my ic, ezlink, handphone, keys, cosmetics.. gosh :(
so we had to head down to the nearest police station, which felt like 2km of walk.
how i lost it?
i really don't know.
and that's the worst because sooner or later it would have dawn on me where the f* i left it.

the worst thing is that we weren't even drunk -.-
also, what makes it the worst of all things i lost is the replacement cost i have to face.
altogether i lost around $400 worth of items.
and that sucks. for real.
because till know i don't even know where to blame my stupidity to.
it's like if i'd known where i put it or where i know id most likely put it on to, i would feel rather better in a way about losing it, because i can blame it to the stupidity of leaving it on that certain place.
but this loss is like, i dont even know where the hell it went to!
it sucks big time.
till now, as i walk down the memory lane of the entire places that it might likely be at,
i can't think of a possible place it might have landed.

and the thing is if it dropped outa my grip, i would know!
it isn't a small clutch you know.
uggh...

well, to that fucker who has my items now, pls just return my ic.
or if they aren't ball-ess enough, well, it's okay. enjoy the stolen goods.
i'm sure you'll get stained by it... it's cursed things now they're holding. so good luck!

for me, i'm over it.
i need to face the replacement costs now, and have to learn from this shit.
i'll never carry anymore clutches.
nah uh. never. ever.

oooohhh and school's starting tmr!
i can't be sure that im happy about it now that im all lazy to do anything.
lol hopefully i'll get back the mood of studying.

hugs! cioas