boredness/BGR talk

i was mistaken and misled about the commencement date of cashmere mafia.

it wasn't today. it will be next week, or so. i ain't sure now. so sad. so wanted to watch!

expense expense expense!

that's all been happening to me.

my salary is diminished due to the many things i need pay for.

it totally sucks big time. i need to alter all this.

i have to. i must.

i haven't been so poor till of the late months and i can't stand it no longer.

it's tiring and it's really devastating.

i want to work and save money. (or even work to buy myself pretty things.)

and not just to work and pay bills. get it?

well, no choice for now.

but it's got to change :) and i have a good feeling it will. 

today, i went to get my ezlink replaced, and then met shenath for lunch.

headed to drive 6 central again. it's becoming THE place.

the food is not only nice but it's quite convenient :)

i am still hoping that whoever took my clutch bag return my ic to me.

haiz. it'll totally suck if i had to pay $100 for that :(

please please please return my ic you culprit.

and im sure you'll be much happier :)

 i'm really quite bombed that cashmere mafia isn't on show today.

i want to see it. and i hope i dont lose interest. haha

so anyway, the whole day after lunch, didn't really do much.

shenath went to work and i stayed home.

was supposed to meet up with nurul dear but i guess she and hafiz really need to talk.

it really irritates me at how she tries to go with the flow...

 i know hafiz is the love of her life and i know hafiz also feels fed up about this and that,

but damn, i hate it when my gf is trying her best and all the time, she's the one at loss.

i mean, talk things out, compromise, promise you won't do the things that made your love one upset, try your best to uphold that promise, and not repeat it again after a few days.

then eventually, what's the point of having the talk of it if nothing ever really happens permanently?

and then both of you pair gets frustrated, pissed and tensed up, when you know all along that you both have failed to fulfill the standards that you guys already put across to each other.

to guys out there, just because you already have our hearts, that doesn't mean that you should play it cool and slack in your standards. 

most guys only keep up in pace with their woman at the beginning of the relationship, but after that, what happens?

you expect your ladies to tolerate you in the name of love? what the hell is that about?

so if you are those guys who pride themselves as the minority, please do yourselves a favor and stop being a jackass and always have your standards. 

i respect the guys who maintain and better themselves in the relationships.  

and that includes my shenath.

often, the pair themselves lose the motivation to maintain standards, and that's when either one should question the other. if no one is speaking forward, initiate.

and sometimes, it helps if you speak out about it. (yes, it really does. i learned that.)

so question it before it turns all sour. try your best to work things out. over and over again.

and i'm sure that if you both love each other for real, it'll work out.

so if you've already claimed a common ground about your fights, don't repeat the bad things you've done. at least try HARDER THAN HARD.

nurul said "we hafta make sacrifices sometimes" and she's right. we all do.

but i must say we ladies should always keep a watch out if our man make us do quite a number of sacrifices more than us. it should be equal, or rather a little bit inclined to you.

i know that may sound bias, but honestly, it's we ladies who loses more than man.

and that is the brutal reality despite the presence of feminism in this era.

we ladies have to maintain our standards and have to make sure we give our man what we can, but in moderation.

to end this post, i would like to say;

if your man gives you the world, give him a kiss.

if your man gives you his heart, give him your hand.

and if your man gives you his life, give him your soul.