Vulnerable

major sadness/depression whatever it is...

im feeling so vulnerable once again and it is such a sickening emotion to feel.
i will try with my all to get thru this... might not be serious but might be totally a lifetime scar.
i dont know.

if worst comes to worst... ima have to rearrange my whole life...
but if it's still great... then WONDERFUL!
i just hope that everything will be fine... i hate worrying.

past important posts will be published when im in the mood again..
for now till i feel much better...

this might be my last post... for the time being.
i need to rest.. good nights.

major drama... (ok fine this is not a real CRYING pic. but it still looks real k. *sobs*)