issues closed.

someone once told me that to be a better person, you have to be more mature than everyone around, no matter how much rigid it seems to everyone.
i realize that it only takes a bigger ego, to not succumb to someone who's making the whole entire issue difficult.
it's like when everything seem to just shut itself up, someone just seems itchy to pry it open again and then is itching me the wrong way.
be so hard and childish about it then. you want it that way, so be it.
in the end, when you need someone to talk about something that you know im the only one you can turn to, maybe then you'd realize how much i really mean to you.
but sometimes it's just sad knowing it at the last minute.
eventually, everything ends this way and i realize as well that im writing in for the sake of nothing.
if you read this or not, you will still take it the wrong way, talk about it the wrong way, breathe about it the wrong way and even smell it the wrong way.
take your pick.
im fine with anything, cos i know im not in the losing end.


anyway, i so totally seem to be having difficulties getting rest.
and then i realize that it was because im doing it the wrong way. hehe
then i found out the right way to sleep. cooly
yawns. just thinking about it is so making me feel sleepy.
okay i got to go.


loves