It's not over

I just cannot fathom life without you.
I can tell you how much i can do without, or even run away for a long time.
But i cannot really keep you off my mind.
No matter how much i think i can hate you, it just get crushed to nothingness.

There are some things i can never swallow and a few injury that still hurts.
It caused me to bleed, and i feel that this hemorrhage will never cease.
I want to tell you so much what causes me to feel as such.
But i can't, simply because i have been hurt far too many times.

No point to vocalize, no point to be emotional.


Ironic isn't it? I'm emoting now.
I can't help myself.

~it's not over~