feelings

well, it's december 14 but i am writing for from december 13
it was quite a day, especially the ending.

thanks to debbie and geraldine, i got hooked to gossip girl.
when i say hooked, i really mean fanatically hooked - but which i doubt will eventually last, it's distinct infatuation... why? cos it really is quite fun, the characters esp (:

well, i have a few more episodes left only.
wish someone in RP would have the entire season for gossip girl as well as cashmere mafia.
gawd i'd love to get cashmere mafia, so far, three episodes have passed, and im glad that i have the holidays to make sure that i can get to watch cashmere mafia.

worked today. did 5 hrs, which was so not bad, considering the fact that cutting labour cost is becoming the priority these days.
i need to find work cos i heard from the inside source that my cafe is going to close down.
so jean, this is it, reality check - find a damn new job!!!!

baby picked me up today...
like finally, a proper picking-me-up-from-work thing happened... yawns

followed him to have dinner, and then head to sea shell park for seats and supposedly to watch the moon, but the lights made it impossible to appreciate the beauty of the moon.

i love the moon, i love the night, i love the stars, i love clouds, i love nature

after some time sitting around, talking and all, we decided to get going.
twas about 1155pm, then as we were walking passed the playground at sea shell, we saw an injured raven and a cat. (so the cat was ready to pounce on it and probably to kill and eat it up or something... cats kill birds, it's their nature.)

so shooed off the cat, then both of us contemplated whether to leave it or to help it.
opted for the latter, so i ran home, took a cloth by shenath wait up to protect the bird from cats.
at home, i made calls to spca, and even to the police.. lol sorry to bother you guys


so spca told me that they'll send somebody to get it from me.
cos honestly, i do not know how to treat a raven even if i were to help it.
so best to give it to the experts, hopefully just cos it's a black bird, it wont get judged or get 'put down' cos of biasness.
hmmm shenath had to get his last bus eventually, so we decided to bring it to my house (at my old rabbit's old cage) and waited for an spca person to come and get it. shenath bravely took it and carried it from the park to my house on small steps and it wasn't a short distance of short steps, so good doing baby...

around 1am just now, he came to take it away.
so bye bye raven, hopefully you wont get 'put down' cos of your species.
thank you for showing me and shenath that we do share the same kind of emotions towards a mishap being.
:)


well, good night.
sweet dreams.
working tmr... hopefully will last.
and i have to babysit tmr, mum's going out...
yawns..