school related

i am currently in a major dilemma which i'm really not diving into right now.
going over to confusion zone and i'm going nutcase with the education path right now.

module selection for year 3 is not doing good for my decision making system right now.
shenath has already settled for this specialization track and indecisive me still want to remain ms jack-of-all-trades.

so far our selection modules has only left us with two modules to choose from as the other two are year 3 core modules.

the two core modules are marketing and business process module.

one of them i have decided on is human resource management information system
and i was thinking of quite a few FCMs (freely chosen modules), but not just any FCMs
i was thinking of doing what is at least relevant to something what i want to do.

then the question comes out - what do i really want to do?

i like working in the creative sector, i like media platform, i like writing, i like doing something to represent something, i like supervising, i like crafts, i like fast-paced work, i like a work that i can chill after each projects, i like creating websites, i like ....

ooh i like a lot of things!

i have to decide soon.

yikes! school's getting on at me the wrong way.
i've never been so grades oriented in school before, it's like i'm bothered i got a B for web application when for a straight 8 weeks, i have been getting straight As.

something weird is happening to me. lol

and i even chided at the comment my new (3rd) web application facilitator made for my day 10's individual comment, the part that he says:
"I had wanted to give you an A but as you came in late I had to give u a B."

LIKE HELLO, DOESNT HE KNOW THAT LATE COMERS ARE ALREADY DOWNGRADED?
AND DOESNT HE LIKE KNOW THAT YOU CAN AWARD YOUR STUDENT AN A EVEN IF THEY ARE LATE AS LONG AS THEY DESERVE IT?

boo hoo... and i wasn't even THAT late...

see what i mean? i'm going paranoid about grades! ugh