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Monday, September 3, 2007

love love love

there are things i saw and felt today.
something about myself and the people around me.

walked about a lot today and traveling by train was simply enjoyable.
i thought about a lot of things that has been happening.
i am think more about things that are way way different to the perspective
i used to have.

anyway, my blogders (blog readers) should not undergo constant barfing sessions
in due to my love life.
i've moved my love life stuff to another blog - of which no one should need to know

okay. i realize that my whole holiday is super booked.
well, of course my intended rest days are taken already.
some of them are still getting filled up.
i hope i wont die when school reopen...

week 1 of my school holiday's 3 weeks duration was already tiresome.

week 2 is already here!
monday = rest day
tuesday = IC collection, New line sign up - with boyfriend. hehe
wednesday = IVP reporting crew workshop and then boyfriend
thurday = SUI! meeting. MG Clique party @ Gotham Penthouse. (see poster at the bottom link)
friday = freeday
saturday = boyfriend rugby match and of course, ONE "hundred-"MONTH Anniversary
sunday = currently freeday(might be called for work)

week 3 is worst.
not detailing it out now. but i would like to take this opportunity to present MG Clique.
MG - Monde Gusto - is holding an event @ TOWN

Carnival Extravagant - 14th Sept 2007
poster 1 | poster 2

to those blogders interested.
do let me know if you are interested.
contact me! =))

okay enough of this party business for now.
though before i come to my entry about the boyfriend, i must put here that i am currently active in my participation with SUI!
i will be part of this video that CIE - centre of innovation and enterprise (RP) - is holding.

DCEO christine has informed me about it.
well, she kinda motion it toward me.
so i find that i dont mind, so ya i took it. hehe
yey another video project for the school. remembered the first one. a lil retarded. lol

okay... now about the boyfriend...

i have told him more about the reasons as to why i cannot seem to put my whole self into our relationship initially.
to those some, i know you guys know why.
then i guess i dont think really knew why. hmms he's right with his hi5 comment on me.
im complicated. hehe
well, i must say that of all the dudes who had tried to get to me,
he is a victor.

a victor who deserve more of what i seem to be.
i feel that even i myself have to congratulate him.
but now, it's still too early to say.
if there's one thing that i have learnt with him is patience.
and the phrase "time will tell" comes to play a lot of times.

to those particular ppl who know about my old ways.
i am confident to say that i am willing to throw that away.
so instead of you people asking, "which one (of your guys)?",
you can be sure that you will only be asking me "how are you with HIM"
"having one person only makes you feel more attracted to that person" - i realize this too.
my heart conceals feelings and longings.
what he offers me is something that my heart has been longing.
i feel security with him.

i feel that security, warmth, responsibility and understanding is present in him.
about him is something that others might not see, but i see something more.
his ways of looking into things impress me.
and of course my satisfaction is quite filled.
i find im a very hard person to satisfy, no matter who might beg to differ.
those who knows me totally, will know that im a fussy smart ass.
nothing is too good or too nice for me... then there's the doubts.

slowly and steadily, im understanding the terms "not all cocks(penis) are the same".
so in whatever reason, im happy.
only time will tell if this is some mistake that i have overlooked...

for now. im loving him...
SHENATH THOMAS DIAS

WITH LOVE,
JEAN

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