dreams

i dont know what ignite it this time.
i wasn't having him in mind, i dare not.
i didn't and i wouldn't!
but i guess it is true that one cannot control one's dream.
after such a long time he came again.
the emotions i felt confuses me to the verge of uncontrollability.
however, as i sit, i know i have to do something.
i have to write about it and thus end up ignoring it.
it cannot happen.
my dreams are the part of me that have a possibility of happening.
i cannot risk it this time.
i wouldn't.
there are times when my dreams prove to be true and yet not all true.
the calls that i hear are nothing but pure mistake, yet it ends up as truth.
conveying the wrong signal pulls everyone to wrong times.
the wrong times ignites wrong emotions.
and wrong emotions lead to regrets!
so how can one like me embrace such powerful dream,
of which i know has a possible way of coming to reality.
this is much uncalled for and yet somehow it feels so right.
yes, but not when i use my head.
my heart longs for something that my head forbids.
but then when it comes to longings, i long for something else.
something else better than what i may seem to be destined on.
enough of this nonsense!
i cannot let this affect me for my own good.

dreams are dreams.
yet it is part of my reality.
i cannot disown it because if i so do, i will be left with no reality.

dreams are just a dimension away from reality
remember that.