Untittled

 

  

this were all the pictures i took while waiting for darling to come back from collecting his weekly pay

and guess what, it was really damn boring!

after a 961 ride from woodlands interchange that took us 69 stops, one wouldn't be fit to wait up another long wait

and 15 mins of wait will turn to 150 mins

so the ride took us from 

woodlands

 to bukit timah to dunearn to farrer to queensway to bukit merah to eu tong sen st!

this is what you get when you have bus concession & saving money the wrong way

LOL

69 bus stops - it really worn me out!

  

 

so sick of travelling, i insisted on walking!

walked from clarke quay to cityhall

wanted to eat at sakura

but it was reserved for those people who will be breaking their fast

and we could only come by after 7.30pm

so no way we waited, we walked to the other side of the building

ate at magic wok, another thai-chinese cuisine

  

 

i had pineapple rice and bf has his reservations on pineapples

so not his taste, thus the look at the picture above.

  

so he had thai belacan fried rice

the following pictures below are taken during the night of drinking at mr teh tarik coffeeshop

  

  

  

  

oh and fyi!

i am officially serious of quitting drinking!

:)

i took the following pics below today, as i woke up at 830 in the morning!

  

  

  

love my bro

he's having fever now

hope he feels better soon

his still happy and running around tho so should be fine :D

School, Emo, love

somebody's lips turned veloptous today.
very sexy... but very weird. LOL
then again, don't really make much diff, it seems rather okay. hehe
but still preferred his thinner kissable (makes me go crazy) lips. haha
ok ok, shhhh..











today school was rather fun.
didn't get late! yey!
reached like on time, so twas good impression for my new day 3 facilitator.
she's an ex ibm employee and she has experience so that will be a good pbl facilitator students can have.
so anyway, had management of info system.
twas crazy at class with elijah's team going on cuckoo with spoof videos of the dark knight.

see [this] and [this] ------------ you have to watch these two vids

okay so anyway, after class didn't go for dance today...
i was still feeling the need for less activities cos my health is still kinda unstable.
but today i was really happy.
i was with shenath today of course, headed to bugis.
had two hours off for the appointment, then another two hours eating and travelling.
oh and we had 3-in1 today. (tongue out to NURUL)

bus rides are kind of a killer for me.
it gets me all dizzy but so far, it ain't to the extreme.
but, i survived it!
yey. but have to get back to reality and back to dance. need to do a lot!

but today, the bus rides served me rather differently today.
today, during the bus ride, i realize was rather emotional and bare.
for once after a long time, i opened up to shenath.
i said all the things i didn't tell him before and the things that are rather personal to me.
things about and of me and why i am that way.
it was rather intimate and a very open talk.
it was really nice but very embarassing in a way.

so darling, bask in it, those moments are like once in a blue moon.
just like your sudden quirks and girlie side. lol oops!
hehe, i love you.

advise to all: 

sometimes, being bare and naked to the soul is the best way to connect with the most important person in your life.

Last Day of Rest, Playground Pics

So i thought i was completely better, alas not!
I had to rest again today, take my pills and make sure i don't get stressed out.
It was all caused by the quarrel me and mum had just now.. boo hoo...
but it's alright now, just that, i'm still quite unstable so i really doubt that i can do dance tmr.
let's see how it goes...

i really miss

1. spending quality time with shenath... missed his warmth.
well fine, on friday he came over at my place but didn't stay long. he had to revise his work for the day and finish up his pp. but the seeing him part wasn't the point, i miss his hug. tmr will be seeing him, yey! ((:

2. dance..

been three lessons i missed due to this 2week thing

3. work... 

okay, the part i miss is where i'm actually spending a whole 8 hrs out and a have the need to complain (talk about something) pertaining the customers i served.


tmr will be back to school, i just hope i would be feeling great already!

hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick. hate being sick.

okay so at home, after resting we (me, sis, mum, bro) went down to the playground.
took quite a few shots... twas fun too. bro was really enjoying himself. so fun!

then like a big kid, i did some slides too. hehe twas fun. been long since i slid from slides at the playground. (got in touched with the child in me)



























see how bad sickness has done to me )):











 this is sooo unusual, have you guys seen tv along the street?
well, this shows how people can really be litterbugs, the trash bin is like a few feet away.

Note to self: Recover fast!

first of all, i'm sooooooo happy! that i'm seeing more of the light i saw (yesterday) at the end this (sick) tunnel.

second of all, kudos to dancing sheeps (blogskin maker)
who has enough cool blogskins to actually replace one of her other blogskin that got ruin cos as always, photobucket kicked the bucket.

here take a look at what a mess it(photobucket) made on my dear dear blog!

yes, i know. it's horrible.
and lyn knew it was like this, since yesterday!
AND SHE DIDN'T TELL ME ANYTHING. boo hoo

okay moving forward ((:

so thirdly, i want to update you with what happened on wednesday's seesha session...
here is the  album for that day :)

Sheesha Day

It took me like 15 mins to finally give up looking for the embed album feature that was in the old picasa web album.
so i just needed to tweak the old codes for embedding the albums from picasa.
(good thing i learn web application in school, phew!)
please google, get the old embed album features back... pretty please...

and i ain't the only one! View discussion ----- CLICK HERE!

so on that day, i saw quite a number of my old peeps, from my secondary ppl to my primary ppl.
and it is really nice that we still remember each other by face, tho not exactly by name.
most of them still knew me and i knew them, so yeah.
and yes, will try to visit su ann at ceasars soon!

on that day shenath and i had another horrible fight.
it was really frustrating when we always just have to take a shot at each other, but after awhile, it kinda dissolved.
of course, it caused me to lay awake till the wee hours of the night, sleepless.
and it made me sick to the bones again.
of which i took like 4 days to finally recover. well, the argument didn't do good my health, so that's why it took a toll on me.
but let's see how the whole situation go... im sure my darling will see reason.
love him.

i'm just going to get all mushy now okay, so those love diabetic, take your eyes off this, and leave! ((:

darling baby, i left my heart with you, pls take care of it leave not a scratch too. honey darling, you need to hold me, when you get cold, i will warm you too. baby boo, you need to know, i love you so, and im glad you do too.

finally some light.

It's been 17 days that i have fallen ill.
and today, yes.
at this moment, i am beginning to see clear sky after horrible typhoon of sickness, that has unmercilessly hit me.
it caused me a lot of damage, and it made me got my first D (with a -0.5) on my first day of the semester.
that totally sucks big time okay.

but this post will be short.
i still need my rest, to restore my health to full charge!
tata!

sad

one word. four letters.

SICK.

nightlife, booze, restlessness, lack of sleep are taking its toll on me.

so one resolution.

no more booze.

no wait, two resolutions.

lesser late nights.

till i'm better, i won't be blogging too.
good night.

east coast drinking session/fight

photos for east coast drinking session.

EastCoast

thanks so much to my enervon C (vitamin C) that despite the fact that i have been sickly for the past few days, i was still able to enjoy my peeps' nightlife ventures.

which was on saturday night - sunday morning, east coast park.
plan was to meet up altogether, head down by bus to east coast park at beach cabana.
so at beach cabana we were to have one barrel of tiger beer.
and then later buy two bottles of chivas regal.
which we'll be drinking by the shore of east coast park.



so it went that way, all met at clarke quay station at around 12am.
we as in me, shenath, darshy, lyn, jeremy.
laura was already there, then dilan joined us an hour later.
later on laura's potential bf, kumara, joined us for the night.
so in total there were 8 of us.



the barrel didn't come as the normal barrel form, because we were getting at cheap price, the barrel of beer was served in 4 and a half jugs of tiger beer.
which i barely even have ONE mug, because i couldn't drink much and because bf kept taking my drink.
so they drank the beer like water and like no one's business, while i struggle with it.
but i find that it was tolerable cos tiger was rather smooth on the throat.
that night, i was rather sick already but my vitamin dosage really helped a lot. ((:
thank goodness.



the night preceded, with fun, joy and laughter.
up till the rest were deciding how much liqour to have, one regal or two.
so eventually i think they got one initially.
also, the end of beach cabana chill out marked the time the me and bf was crazy on the arguments and the fight. we headed to the shore to enjoy the bottle.
so we kept our distance, being rather obvious on everyone that we weren't on good terms.
then up till the whole night the fight continued.

it was a horrible fight that we ever had.
and it was rather irritating because i couldn't agree with what he was pushing against me.
to him, i guess he has his stand on what he was pushing on me, that he was against everything that i have done.
to me, i have valid reason and that is in due terms of what i believe to be true.
i hated the fact that im being shoot at with mere reasons just as he gave.
but i guess i have to put myself in his shoes and see how it goes.

later on as everything seems to be gone down the pit of sanity, i left the group and started to walk away.
i took my bag and ignored their questions.

my instinct just told me to leave, get out of there because there is nothing to be done.
he wont listen to my viewpoint and so there was no point i'd listen to his.
so the best way was to leave and so just left to chance the existence of my relationship with shenath.
but then, our love conquered the battlefield and despite the number of waters we swam across to come to agreement that everything that we were fighting about was the doubts over our love and our loyalties to each other, we finally came to a viewpoint that we love each other and nothing else really mattered.


i love him and he loves me.
nothing else matters, and i know we need to work on trust.
i declare to everyone here in the blogsphere, that i have never cheated on my bf.
and neither will i, as long as im sane.

it was a tough battle and it was filled with tears and emotions.
i must say it makes us stronger and despite the fact that we have already reach a year plus, we are still very strong and still very much physical (stil have lots of hugs and kisses)
i must say that i am certain to give him my hand in marriage, (provided we go to marriage courses first.) LOL

oh yeah, so we got back to the others and upon seeing us holding hands, they clapped and cheered.
so we joined them, with bf trying to drink his share. lol

we stayed until the night turned to day...

and as the day light came to sight, we prepared to leave.

best pictures for that night is;

 

more pictures (all the redundant ugly pictures) --- CLICK HERE!

so anyway next outing!
seesha session will be on wednesday.
not sure if bf and i got money to spare or not, but we'll try our best to come ((:

***there will be new comers to the nightlife grpie (mine and darshy's classmate, jasvin)